NEW..

Monday, December 20, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

Finally back to the place that I used to be..
Suddenly felt a little bit can't get used with the new environment here..
Haha, I been not at here for one semester, for sure there must be many changes with the environment..
It is gonna to have a tough semester, with the FYP..
Finally and finally, I meet up with FYP.. >.<
Yawn~ I am feeling tired now actually.. Feeling sleepy.. Haha..
Okie, tonight will be a good good night, I will sleep early.. Haha..
But I am missing my dear.. Although just separate with him for one hour only..
Just.simply.miss.him..
Okie, later on just update with my latest course taken and new semester life with you all, and of course the FYP..
Haha, wish me all the best, God bless me all the time^^

Twenty First day Missing You..

Friday, December 17, 2010 Love , Missing 0 Comments

Is tomorrow~! Yeah, finally the day has come~~
And finally I can meet my dearest one lerr.. So happy^^
But, dunno why, these few days I have some weird feels..
What kind of feeling ler? I can't tell too.. Hmmm.. >.<
It is so fast that my school is going to reopen ler, if you ask me, do I enjoy study? I will answer, half-half lorr..
Haha, actually it is still ok for me to study one, but when I started to work in the real working environment, I started to enjoy the working life..
It is more regular, have more time to learn more techniques and knowledge..
Yet, I still need to go back for one more semester, hopefully that I can successfully graduated from school larr ^^ God bless~
Last few days, I found a job, it is like freelance writing reveiws for local new websites..
And after I successfully submitted the blog review, I received Rm20~!
So happy to see my bank account been credited Rm20 this evening.. Hehe, it is a good start for me, to start earning money online, by my blog~! WooHoo~~
Aiks, I still not yet have news from my dear, don't know that whether is he on the way back home or what, but I guess there is 99% that he is on his way home..
But he didn't inform me before he went back d lor.. Quite make me worry when I sent him the msg and he din't reply me yet..
Dear dear, where are you?? Fast fast contact me k? Miss you a lot..
Even if tomorrow I am going to meet you, but I am really do miss you right now..
Wait for tomorrow to come^^

Canon A3100 IS, nice to own one^^

Thursday, December 16, 2010 Sharing , wish 0 Comments

Hehe, Christmas is coming le wor..
So excited and happy^^
Few days ago, I saw an advertisement, is about a promotion, Canon Camera Promotion lerr!
Wow, the price cut down Rm150!

Canon PowerShot ‘PowerSale’!
A3100 IS at RM449 (usual price: RM599)
A3000 IS at RM399 (usual price: RM499)
A495 at RM359 (usual price: RM399)
SX210 IS at RM1,199 (usual price: RM1,399)
G12 at RM1,709 (usual price: RM1,899)
S95 at RM1,399 (usual price: RM1,549)
Promotion duration is from 1 Dec to 2 Jan 2011!

See it? So cheap after promotion!
And.. and.. and.. There have one of my dream camera owh..

A3100IS!!


Hmm, red color is just that nice, haha..
I have read one review about this camera, said it is really worth to own one, hehe, coz because of its functions etc..
It is just simply great~
I was thinking, maybe I can buy it during this December, wish to own one too^^
Money money faster come~

Find Room Rentals!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010 reviews 0 Comments

I still remembered, the time when I am going for internship in KL, the first things that I did at that time was, finding rooms!
Actually it is not so easy to get a room to rent, because hardly will have people willing to rent out his/her property for just few months period only.
But fortunately, I have CariBilik!


*This is the homepage of CariBilik*

This is a one-stop website that enable the users to find room for rent within Malaysia. You can also register yourself in CariBilik and login to post your advertisement to rent out your room too!
CariBilik is the Malaysia's largest and No.1 room for rent/ rooms to let website which content more that 40,000 rooms for rent within Malaysia!
The interface of CariBilik is so user-friendly as users can find rooms easily from the website. The rooms all across Malaysia have been classify into categories according to states. By clicking the hyperlinks on the main page, they can be navigated to the page with all advert and rooms' details listed.
You can search for rooms for rent or short term rentals. You can also type in keywords and gender and race acceptance to filter out the rooms that exactly fulfill your requirement.
Once you have found the suitable room or having any inquiry to the advert posted, you can login to post your comment or question there. Your comment will directly send to the owner's mail box.
It is really convenient to have a room for rent/ room to let website directory as CariBilik.
I also recommend this great website for my friends too. And they found out that this is really an useful site for them:)
And now, well, I have finished my internship. But after I graduated from university, when I am start working, for sure I will use CariBilik as my one and only website to search for my DREAM room to rent:)
Start Using CariBilik from NOW on!!

Seventeen day Missing You..

Monday, December 13, 2010 Love , Missing , Sharing 0 Comments

Here is the place I can write down my feeling and everything.. At beginning, I really can't get used to write down my diary here, maybe is have nothing to share gua, but now, a lot of things to share instead XD..
My happy, my sad, my sweet, my bitter, my anger, everything~
Been these two more weeks at home, a quite long holidays for me..
And separated with my dear for these so long period..
I am really miss him along these times..
Sometimes really wish that I can fly to his place and see him at the first sight..
Really it is quite a suffer for both of us, even if we still can call each other during this period..
Now I just know, when separated, everything will be like losing something, maybe it is just a small part..
And now I just know, it is the feeling that being shared with you..
I used to do everything in daily with you, now without you by my side, I really feel so weird..
And also, I spent much in my phone call XD..
But really wish to hear your sound everyday mah, and wish to see you also..
Today I just add in one new widget, it is a widget something like can count the days of special days..
And now I knew, we been together for 828 days~! Wow, really that long period le wor..
Then should we celebrate for the coming 1000 days? Haha.. I know there is nothing to celebrate on too.. XD..
Yesterday, I changed my blog's layout, think of finding some special layout but at last end up with this^^
It is multimedia design header, I have seen this tutorial before, maybe later on can work on this to produce a same one, hehe..
Just now I searched in my phone's gallery, found out some nice and special one.. Shared with you all^^
Coz I am thinking of my dear now.. So much..

*So cute hor, I was teaching him how to post when taking photos.. I am pretty sure that he will kill me soon XD, but I just simply love the way he act.. haha..*

Here, share this song with you all, another nice song from Yiruma, besides the "Kiss The Rain".. Not that sad song^^

*Yiruma's May Be*

Fifteen day Missing You..

Saturday, December 11, 2010 Love , Missing 2 Comments

lately, I can't have a good and sweet sleep at night..
I don't know why, when the time I lay on my bed, and I will start thinking..
If you ask me, what I have thinking of?
I don't know, just the things that happened in the past and of course I am missing the time when I am together with my dear..
I missed the time when we were in university, when the time we spent all night in college's foyer just to chat and stay together, when the time we have dinner and lunch, all the time we spent together..
I am missing all of these precious times..
Just with my dear..
It is going to rain tonight, will be a cold cold night lerr..
Where is my dear lerr? Been missing you all the time here.. Really miss you.. ><
I love to read my friends' blogs, some is interesting, some is sweet and some is really cute and touching..
One of my coursemate's blog, really touch my heart..
She write every single entry of her blog with true and sweet words..
Everytime when I read her blog, I just envy with her blog post, I was thinking, I wish to be like her, that I can write down every single real words in my mind that I want to tell my dear so much..
I wish I could, really do..
Well, today was a happy day, indeed it was..
Finally I have webcam with my dear, I saw his very short hair, nice cut, I think, I just simply like my dear in short hair, looked neat and smart^^
When I saw dear, I am really scare that I will cry, but luckily I am not..
Haha, but I still missing him so much..
Just wanna see his face in every single seconds..
Counting down, it is left 6 more days to go..
Wait... wait... wait... wait..
Saturday to come~!
S::A::T::U::R::D::A::Y::!!!!

Thirteen day Missing You..

Friday, December 10, 2010 Love , Missing 0 Comments

Yesterday was a shopping day~!
I went out to bp with one of my dearest sister- Shi Lin..
It is been so long time that I didn't meet up with her and go out with her..
That was a happy trip~!
Even though I can't get to buy me neither one of CNY clothes, but I still got to buy something for your sister and myself..
Quite happy^^
It seems like going to rain le, the sky is so dark in color..
Today is the result reveal day..
My internship result is come out ady..
And as I expected, I get A for my internship~!
Yeepee~! I am so happy over it~!
At least I can get once four flat in my Degree studies.. Hehe..
Still have 8 days to go, but I really do miss you badly..
Wanna to see you, hope that you are just appear in front of me right now.. ><
No matter how, gonna to hold it for more 7 days, then I can hug you, can see you, can kiss you and can chat with you face to face le..
Happy and wait for the day to come, F.A.S.T.E.R~!!!!
Well, today is the fourteen day missing you, muarckz~!

Eleventh day Missing You..

Tuesday, December 07, 2010 Love , Missing 0 Comments

It is the another day doing nothing at home..
Aiks.. Don't know how to describe it..
I started to miss the time when I worked in Lagenz..
Actually I really do enjoy working..
Working through a whole day, just have to sit at there, do the projects that assigned, discussing and gossiping with other colleagues..
Well, that makes a day pass meaningful..
But now? Look at me?
Doing nothing, even though everyday also facing the laptop, browsing, watching drama..
But I still feel like that is meaningless ler..
Really miss the time when I am working.. T.T
BUT..
There goes the saying, "When you are studying, you feel like wanna working; while when you are working now, you feel like wanna go back to study again."
That is normal situation for people nowadays..
Even me, also will have that kind of feeling..
Sometimes I started to think, do I really suitable for the field of Multimedia?
I don't have the strong creative mind, I don't have the excellent portfolio and I don't have the very capable skills in designing..
So I really have to go back to my intern's company for my very first job after graduate from university?
Actually I don't wish to..
I hope for challenges, I hope I can go for more and more interviews as I can get good feedback from all those companies..
I don't know, I am so blur now..
Even feeling blur for my coming Final Year Project..
Okie, stop this feeling..
Don't wanna to think of it first right in this moment..
************************
I just found out that my dear having so many days of holidays this week..
You didn't tell me before that lor.. So bad XD
It is good to be at home for so many days too, as can help out something in home..
Good good~
Now you are on the way going back to KL, tmr start working lorr..
Hiak hiak, driving for the whole day, sure feeling tired right?
Paiseh lorr, can't help you massaging right now.. You use the "fish" ya.. XD
Well, I am so miss you..
But also afraid of I will be too bothering for you..
I will try to find something to do one.. Hehe..
Counting down the days to meet you..
Super duber miss you neh.. T.T
************************
Miss you so much~ Muarckz~
Dedicating one song for you..

*Vanilla Twilight by Owl City*

Sixth day Missing You..

Thursday, December 02, 2010 Love , Missing 0 Comments

每一个醒来的早晨，是8.40am。。
每一个醒来的早晨，都希望黑夜快点来临。。
那么，就会又一天过去了，见到你的日子就会少一天了。。
或许是太想你了吧。。才会希望每天的时间过得快点，快点到18号。。
这两天发生了很多事哦，而且每天都会向你一一报告。。
开心的事比伤心的事来得多，这是好事。。
你也不希望我不开心的，对吗？
真的很想很想你。。
很想很想快点见到你。。
可是又想呆在家里就一点。。
可不可以有两全其美的办法哦。。
今晚是个雨天，天气好冷，而我想起的是你暖暖的拥抱。。
好想你。。
今天是第六个想你的日子。。
超想的~

Forth day Missing You..

Monday, November 29, 2010 Love , Missing 0 Comments

This is the nicest song I heard before..
Always be my baby- David Cook



Suppose my intention here is just to share this video with you all..
Haha, but now I feel like have something else to say at here..
It was the forth day missing you..
Nothing special happened actually, but still, I am that miss you..
My second brother and sis-in-law came back today, and brought me a very nice gift..
A speaker, sonic gear tatoo 303Xb..
Haha, I am never think of having a desktop type speaker, but now I am the owner of one..
So happy, because it was also a free gift from Calsberg..
Now I am thinking~ How do I can bring this speaker back to college le?
Quite heavy wor.. Haha, but I really plan to bring it back, no matter how..
I am wondering, what should I do for the rest of days here?
All the days pass with dramas, games, facebook-ing, household and all regular activities in house..
Oh ya, have to remind myself with the b's laptop beg and my own beg..
Have to wash them all already..
Haha, been three years didn't wash the laptop beg (what my b have told me)..
LOL, quite.. Better don't talk about it.. Haha..
Well, the next is to finish reading my new book, bought it long time ago but haven't finish reading it..
Mitch Albom's new book- Have a Little Faith.
A nice book about religion and life..
And then, what else can I do?
Missing my b, dear dear..
Have to get use with the time without b le wor..
>.<..
But still, I am so miss you..

Third day Missing You..

Sunday, November 28, 2010 Arts life , Love , Missing 0 Comments

今天已经是第三天了。。
还是一样的生活规律，还是一样想你。。
今天跟你通了很多电话，又怕你自己一个人在家里会觉得闷。。
真的很舍不得回来的。。
我发现，我变得越来越会念了，是碎碎念的那种。。
可是也怪不得我啊。。
以前天天在你身边的时候，什么都会帮你打理好。。
现在要留你一个人在家里，真的会觉得很可怜的。。
在还没有回来之前，我就告诉自己，要坚强，不可以哭，不要觉得舍不得。。
可是偏偏就在回家前，巴士上，当看着你在外面对着我招手，我的眼泪就不自觉地流下来了。。
怎么会这么没用呢我?
现在也是，每次和你通电话时，都会有想哭的感觉，结果，还是哭了。。
虽然，我们有过很多争吵，你也每一次都原谅我。。
我觉得我真的应该做些什么来表示我的决心。。
真的不可以再任性了，真的不可以再小孩子脾气了。。
真的。。

B，我很想你，真的想你，想看看你的刚剪的头发，想看看你刚tinted的车。。想帮你烫一个礼拜要穿的衬衫。。想紧紧地抱着你。。跟你说，我真的好想你。。



*想你的时候，我就作了这个了。。*

First day Missing You..

Friday, November 26, 2010 Feeling , Love 0 Comments

Early in the morning, we woke up, then prepared ourselves and went to Bukit Jalil bus station..
Guess what? I am going home.. For three weeks holidays..
It was an express bus, this time I need not to take second time of bus travel..
Straight away reached my sweet home town- Rengit..
It was a hot afternoon..
I regret that I didn't drink more water today.. Totally exhausted.. T.T
We traveled to JB this afternoon..
Coz my mum's hand was get injured yesterday because wanna kill a snake..
She though was just a small case, just bruise, just need to apply medicine then soon will recover..
We waited for almost two hours, just met the doctor..
Guess what? He said my mum's hand was broke.. What?
We all though was just minor injure only..
And he said, my mum need to go and visit him around five to six weeks in case to get full recover..
Aiks.. How to? Twice in a week.. My dad going to headache..
But today I really got headache.. Maybe was not really get used to my dad's driving technique..
I felt dizzy and my head is going to explode..
And I am almost dehydrated.. Haha, coz all the water I brought was being finished by the little one..
When come back to home, it was almost 7pm..
After bath and doing some household for mum..
I vomit.. All the lunch comes out.. Aiks..
But I felt much more better now.. ><

*************************************
Dear... I am so miss you..
Really miss you..
Very very miss you..
I almost have the intention to go back to your side tomorrow..
But you know I can't..
Been together for these four months.. Now have to separate with you..
How I can bear with you?
Life without you is really weird..
Can't find you to share things.. To chat.. To hug..
I really miss you b.....
It was just the first day I am not besides you, but i really do miss you so...
*************************************

Some words, for Lagenz.

Monday, November 22, 2010 Feeling , Sharing 1 Comments

"I will miss you all a lot~", for my ex-colleagues..
It was really wonderful time to be with you all in these four months..
We share laughter, happy time and unforgettable time together..
I am so glad that I can meet you all here..

For Rooy,
You are a really good designer and so as a good teacher for me, what you have taught me, I will always keep in my heart.. What has make me to remember you after this is, you big head.. haha, to be frank, I also feel that your head is quite big lo.. kaka..

For Jasmine,
You are a sweet and pretty girl for me.. I still remember, when the first day I came to company, you and Chin Yee will always came and chat with me.. You two kept wondering why I don't want to talk more with you all.. Haha, btw, want to tell you that, I am that cruel person that will only laugh when one of you get hurt la.. Anyway, thanks for your cute and funny action all the time^^

For Theresa,
You are just same with Jasmine, cute and adorable.. Well, a bit of talkative too.. Haha, don't angry ya.. Talkative meant you are friendly to me.. ^^.. You are really a super active person.. Introduced to us the dodgeball, skytrek.. EVenthough I didn't go with you for dodgeball before, but it was a nice experience that I joined you for skytrek~ hehe.. thanks o..

For Ella,
At first, I felt that you were a quite serious person, so I seldom talk with you.. But after few weeks, I felt that, it was not so difficult to get along with you.. You sometimes will create some jokes for us, bring us useful information.. Thanks for teaching me some about PHP too^^

For Chee Han,
Hey young man, you are still young, but it is the time to think of settle down le wor.. Haha.. You knew my English was not that good for you, just hope you understood all the things I said before la.. Haha.. You are a nice person, you really become more cheerful recently wor, is it we bring the joy to you? haha, just keep it^^ Forever young~

For Jeff,
You are a gentle person for me.. Soft spoken, gentle in action.. And a nice person^^ At first, I also think you are serious person.. After have some interaction in the HyChill project, I felt that you are not that serious.. Sometimes will also talk of some jokes with Theresa and us..

For Aaron,
Thanks Boss, for accepting me as your trainee in your company.. And gave me the chance to involve in your projects.. It was really a very precious experience for me that I ever gain in University life.. Thanks for giving me that chance to complete individual project with my own strength.. Gave me confident all the time.. Thanks so much~

For Chin Yee,
Girl, even though you have left earlier than me from this company.. But I really felt so happy to know you here.. You are a cute girl, but must have confident in yourself all the time, don't always think of negative side.. Success takes no shortcut, just with hard work.. All the best in your brand new chapter in life..

Hey guys, it is the first day I didn't go for work.. I am really miss you all there.. Miss your laughter, your smile, your voice and your jokes.. Missing all the time when I am in the company..

Hey guys, promise you all, I will go back to pay you all a visit whenever I am free.. And buy you all nice things to eat! hehe..

Hey guys, do take very good care, drink more water, careful when driving..

Hey guys, all the best in life~!

On last Friday, I felt so touch, when I received your wishes, hand written card.. Just a simple card but full of warm wishes.. I nearly cried out that time.. But I wish to give you all a happy memory.. With the most early Christmas present I gave, I hope you all can remember my existent before in Lagenz..

Miss you all & love you all^^


*A cute card*


*awwwwww, I'm leaving.. T.T*


*All the wishes*


*The cartoon were so cute.. Just like you all^^*

Unhappy..

Tuesday, October 26, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

I have a kind of feeling..
Which cannot be told, cannot be sense..
I have it all the time, especially the time when I feel down..
I don't know how to describe it, it's just a feeling..
Words are important for people..
Because words can reflect emotions, different kind of it..
Anger, happy, sad, moody.. Whatever..
I wish I can, how I wish I can, I can do the things that I don't dare to try..
Well, maybe I won't let myself feel regret anymore..
Can you feel that I am unhappy?
Can you tell?
I am "writing" my unhappy here.. A lot a lot of it..
It's getting cooler and cooler that I felt..
I am wondering..
I am unhappy..

The End..

Saturday, October 23, 2010 Feeling , Sharing , Songs 0 Comments

It's going to end, end this kind of life..
Well, frankly, I am really enjoy this life- away from assignments, mid-term, exams..
There is nothing much to worry about, as I just have to complete my daily task only..
After this two months, I have to go back to study life, all is back to normal, study, lecture, mid-term, final exam, assignments and the most scary one- Final Year Project..
Been through these few months, I have learned many things, no matter is from my colleagues, my dear or myself..
I feel so sad that I am going to leave this place soon..
But sometimes I felt this is somehow a kind of "relief"..
Relief of... ?
I wondering..
Sometimes I felt guilty, it's true..
It's just like I have done so many wrong things..
Maybe is was wrong from the beginning, very early beginning I think..
What if.. I can turn back the time, I wish I won't do anything that will make me feel guilty afterwards..
Recently I have knew one words from an article,
"难过了，就蹲下来，抱抱自己。"
Sounds so right is it?
When there is no one can give you words of comfort or even a hug, the only one who can give is just you yourself..
Maybe will feel alone when the time hugging you yourself..
I want to learn not to cry that easily, don't let anything to disturb my emotion, as my emotion is that really unstable..
Maybe I should learn that too, hugging myself when I felt sad..
Does that sounds sad? I knew, it does..
I love this song, I don't know what is the reason..
Maybe I like the title that tell me, "Need You Now"..



It's nice to listen, isn't it?
I need you now, no matter what happens the next..

Nightmares.. Reality..

Wednesday, October 13, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

I have several nightmares these few nights..
It is really nightmares that I will suddenly wake up from sleep, but I don’t quite remember what I have dream about..
I don’t like the feeling, the feeling that I am losing someone that I cherish much.. Like my siblings, my beloved and my everything..
Things are getting tougher till now, seemed like I didn’t get well performance during these few months.. I have tried, to do my best while somehow I can’t get what I wish for..
My health is getting worst, don’t even know what is the actual problem I have.. Tried all the medicine, and I am still can’t get through it.. What happen to me? The one I used to be healthy? Where can I find back my health?
Nightmares are terrible, but reality is much more that terrible..
Sometimes when I wake up I every morning, I should be thankful, because I am still alive..
I know I should be optimistic to face every challenges, must be strong..
I knew there is someone that will accompany me whenever I am in what situation..
You told me, “you still have me no matter what have happen to you..”
Someone may not be happy forever, things will change and so the people..
Nothing will last forever, right? To me, yes..
I hate my attitude and so are you, what should I do?
Argue with you? Explain with all the excuses?
I really have nothing much to say, just a word of “sorry”..
I believe, people when argue, will forget all the good you have and remember just the bad side of you..
I wonder, will my nightmares come true?
I don’t want any nightmares anymore, I don’t want to wake up with shock in the middle of nights anymore..
Why I will still have nightmares when I am in happinese?
Suddenly I like morning, when I sat at the balcony, and watch at the sky, I felt peace..
But you didn’t accompany me at there.. No matter how long I waited for you, you will never come for me..
I knew you hate me.. Really hate..
Just sorry.. I can’t be that perfect for you..

Praying..

Wednesday, September 22, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

Will I be ok?
I am really worry now..
Praying hard..
Hope everything will be fine..
Please...

7th Sept. 2010

Friday, September 10, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

7th September, a day to be remembered~
Yup, that's our anniversary.
Anniversary of what...?
Well, it is a day to remind us that we have be together for two years.
So fast the time passed.
In the year of 2008, since he first held my hand until now, it's already two years.
And still, we are still holding each other hands.
Someone might ask, how did you celebrate on the special day?
Well, nothing special happened, just went for a comedy movie.
Because it was on weekday, got to work on the next day, so didn't have much time to celebrate it.
But I felt so contented with it.
Just hope that we can have even more anniversaries to celebrate. XD
Just wanna tell you that, I Love You, with all the strength I have.
*Muarckz*

Target~

Friday, July 30, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

My target this sem:
1. Keep fit (I know it is really quite hard for me now)
2. Quit ice water, all ice things
3. Buy myself a digital camera
4. Treat myself better than others, hehe..
Hope I can achieve all~!

A Brand New Start in Third Year Uni Life

Saturday, July 24, 2010 Feeling , Sharing 0 Comments

Yup, it's been almost one month I am working in my company now..
Everything goes well, smooth and I felt I do quite well.. Heehee..
Doing the thing that I like is the thing that I enjoyed the most..
I really enjoy working here, work with the things I like, with the working environment..
All the people here, Aaron, Jeff, Chee Han, Roy, Ella, Jasmine, Chin Yee and Theresa, all treat me very good..
Take care of me, teach me many things that I don't know at first..
Make me laugh during working time..
Felt so happy to know them here..
Well, if you asked me, what you feel towards you LI experience in company?
Good, I am from scare, nervous, till now, I am felt more confidence with my work, gain so much knowledge..
I am really enjoy LI working life..
Maybe it is quite hard to live outside with all the things have to get done myself..
Get to use with new foods, new environment, but to be truth, I do enjoy well^^
One more week and I will get my first ever salary, hehe, quite happy with that..
All hard work is worth~
Anyway, I seldom update my blog now, but I will try to update if I have time~
All the best to my all dear friends whose in LI or in UKM studying..
Jiayou jiayou, look forward for my last sem!!!!

Alphabets

Tuesday, July 20, 2010 Sharing 0 Comments

The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog..
A phrase which contains all the alphabets..
How interesting it is^^

Flood? Oh NO....

Friday, June 25, 2010 Sharing 0 Comments

Haiz, don't know why, everytime when I beck to my hometown, it will be rainy days..
But this time even serious, raining till flood.. T.T
Luckily this time the water didn't come in into my house like last time..
Or else, it will be another nightmare for us liao..
Sometimes I like rain, sometimes I don't..
Really, when the weather is hot, we pray it will rain, but it is not..
When there is too much of rain water, we pray to stop, it is not..
All things are against our will..
I like rain, but I don't like flood..
Terrible flood..
T.T..
Haha, but I still can manage to snap some pretty nice photos of the flood scenery..
For memory la.. XD


*Water..*


*Still water..*


*All water..*


*Nothing else but Water..*


*WATER!!!*

Prizes from Project Alpha~

Monday, June 21, 2010 Sharing 0 Comments

Congrats~!
I won the prize from Project Alpha Nuffnang~!
First time I won prize online, haha, felt lucky^^
But I haven't go and collect it, got n time~ T.T
Hope that will get better and nice prize~~
Happy~!

Birthday on 14th June?

Saturday, June 19, 2010 Sharing 0 Comments

*My birthday cake~!*



*Dai lou and dai ka jie held with the cake..*



*HAha, they were waited for so long time and the words melted, became "Melted cake" liao~!*



*Surprise~~! Really surprise~!*



*See my expression can know le la.. Haha~!*



*Bullying time~!*



*My face was fulled of cream that time, luckily dint have tis photo.. haha..*



*Yeah~! Happy birthday to me~!*



*with my dear^^*



*WIth shi yin~!*



*Our dai lou~!*



*Ah mah^^*



*Nixon@@*



*Hui Rong~!*



*Ivory^^*



*Our dai ka jie~! Hui Shan*



*Happy TH Family~! Love you all so much^^*


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It's my birthday, on 16th June, suppose having birthday on that day, but my coursemates gave me a really happy and memorable and surprising birthday on 14th June instead..
Yup, I felt really happy on that day, the first time my coursemates celebrate my birthday in faculty..
Thanks to you all, TH gang~! Appreciate so much with the simple celebration with me^^
I have make some wishes that day, not so greedy, but three wishes XD
1. Stay xing fu with my dear.
2. Everyone beside me will stay happy and healthy always.
3. All the best in our exam^^
Hope my dreams will come true~!
Once again, Love you guys sooooo much~~~!
*muarckz~!*

For you, just for YOU..

Friday, June 18, 2010 Love 0 Comments

I told myself before, I want to change myself..
Not changing to new person, but a better person..
I never carry out that promise..
Seemed like I like to lie, lie to someone who cares me a lot..
Who love me a lot..
For you, quarrel means what? Have what meaning within it?
Furious? Anger? Disappointment? Sadness?
Which one share the most? Or all together?
Frankly, I like to see you smile, true from heart..
I found out when I see the photos of you, seeing you smile will make me smile too..
Maybe laugh, coz I knew you are really happy at that time..
If you are not, I felt sad..
What have make you less smile? Unhappy?
Because of me? Is me...
Everytime after quarrel, I will review myself..
I will start to recall what you have told me, what you have advised me..
I shouldn't cry, I shouldn't cry at that time..
I should tell you what I should say, not cried..
How I wish I can be happy with you everyday..
I wish that too..
Times go by..
I knew you are still by my side..
Eventhough you might not forgive me right now..
But I just want to let you know that, I knew my fault, really do..
I love you, my dear..
Please, don't angry anymore, just be yourself, be happy..

I shouldn't cry..

Thursday, June 17, 2010 Love 0 Comments

I shouldn't cry..
Be tough girl..

=有些人是不骂不醒，最可怜的是骂了还是骂不醒。=

守护者 - 神木与瞳

Monday, June 14, 2010 Songs 0 Comments

词： 廖莹如、马嵩惟
demo： 子轩
吟唱：王宏恩

I su saikin tu malhahaipu (我是你的守护者）
a na tu pa tu iskaisa kasu (无论你在世界的任何角落）
na sauhabas habas saikin maluskunsu （我会永远的守护在你身边）

美珍：
风不吹 云怎麼跟随 只落下酸的眼泪
累不累 付出的轮回 像树海化成灰

Yuming：
你爱的 那一位 掏空你为所欲为 开心地浪费
你眼瞳里清澈溪水
像羽翼 忘了飞 让他把天空都染黑 越追越下坠
其实最初你有多美

美珍：
请当我的守护者 把我抱著
陪我再静静找回爱原来的颜色
拒绝他挥霍者 重蹈覆辙
世界充斥著 多少恶果

合唱：
你是我的守护者 珍惜著我
让心像原野安稳的为了你收割
我们是守护者 让爱复活
这一刻 天空又亮了

pa kai ka tu mapising (所以你不要惶恐）
ka tu minsanamaz （更不要迷惘）
na ka taskun saikin mas su（我会陪你一起走）
na miliskin saikin mas su（我的思念会与你同在）
sauhabas habas sauhabas habas（直到永远永远）


*在每个人的身边都有一位守护者，来保护他，守护他，是最终的依靠。。
我的守护者，一直都没有离开~感恩。。
很爱很爱你哦~*

奇怪。。

Sunday, June 13, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

昨天（1206）去了Fusion Haven-无国界吃晚餐。。
跟dear和几个学长一起去。。
食物是挺不错的，有西式的风格。。
最好吃的还是甜品，是温巧克力配上冷冷的冰淇淋。。
很好吃~
今天，去打扫实习时要住的房子。。
其实应该没有那么累的。。
打扫客厅，两间厕所，两间房间，还有一些小地方。。
只是我们的房间就麻烦点了，因为窗口的关系。。
所以还我们搞了整整几个小时。。
不过过后也觉得累了。。
随便啦。。
过后搬进来了也要整理过。。
*******
其实有点想哭的感觉，心里有点难受，感觉不好。。
可是是没有来由的感觉。。
说了，懂吗？
没有特别要收在心里。。
也没有东西可以收啦。。
只是。。
今天的我真的很奇怪。。
。。。

I saw Rainbow in UKM^^

Friday, June 11, 2010 Sharing 0 Comments

It was a rainy day in UKM..
Cloudy sky but just rain for a while..
I still in my cozy bed.. Haha..
Around 7pm, we went out for dinner..
When we were on our way to Kajang, I saw a very beautiful but not whole rainbow in the grey color sky..
I was so happy!
Coz I really love rainbow.. Love to see it hanging on the sky~
I requested my dear to stop for a while to let me snap a photo of it..
Instead he drove into DG and let me finally snapped three photos of this lovely rainbow..
Although it was not so clear..
But I still felt so happy to see it..
Btw, thanks my dear^^


*CLear??*

*How about this??*

*still ok la.. haha..*

#Rainbow, is the most beautiful natural scene that I ever seen, because I believe that rainbow will bring the most colorful world to the people.. With color we have, we have hope for everyday we faced.. Be positive^^#

近。寂寞

Thursday, June 10, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

不管两个人靠得再近，心也会有觉得寂寞的时刻。。
就只是突然之间的觉得。。

Update~~

Wednesday, June 09, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

刚刚妈妈打电话来，说收到我的成绩单了。。
心里突然担心了一下。。
她说：“考到很美hor？”
唉，不知道要怎么回答她。。
其实我也没有那么介意了，成绩是好是坏，都要撑完这三年。。
撑得挺辛苦的。。累啊~
**
很快，要去实习了，那么快就到我了哦？只是那么的想。。
找房子，要整理，买些简单的家具。。
很花时间的，可是又不可以不理。。
烦啊~
**
听很多朋友说下个星期都不要来上课了。。
心里有小失望一下。。
哈哈，他们不知道吧。。
其实也没有哪个必要那么在意啦。。
虽然是一年只有一次。。
**
最近忙着功课，设计，电脑没有休息过。。好好的~
我也想休息勒。。
去逛街，买东西，买衣服，看电影，吃蛋糕，到处跑~
无忧无虑。。
不想只是呆在房间里，自己跟自己。。
对着电脑，听着歌，玩游戏，做功课。。
不知道还可以做什么，颓废~
**
啊~~~~
好想出去透透气~~
不要呆在房间里好吗？
。。
你没有听到咯。。
听到我的要求。。
因为出一个门就要花钱，而你要省钱嘛。。
我知道的。。
就忍忍吧~
加油！！
**
一个人的寂寞~难挨呀~

爬山。浓雾。淋雨~~

Friday, June 04, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

第一次爬山，第一次和同学们一起去，第一次和你一起去。。
是个真的很难忘的旅程。。
Broga Hill，是国大生都会到此一游的地方。。
所以我们也不例外啦。。
特别选了没有上课的一天出发去“征服”它，看看美丽的日出。。
怎知，我们没有看天气预报。。
“下雨了！！！！”
惨哦。。
心情完全都被破坏掉了。。
可是，往好的方面想。。
我们体会到了高山上的雾气又或是云吧！
看到了很美的夜景，呼吸到了很新鲜的空气。。
不枉此行^^
而且，在爬山的当儿，体会到的，是对彼此深深的依赖，信任和照顾。。
彼此紧紧抓着彼此的手，害怕对方滑倒。。
谢谢你，总是紧握我的手，有那么照顾我，所以我才没有受到伤害。。
结论是：爬山是个很不错的活动！可是一定要在去之前，查一下天气预报。。
哈哈。。。

透明.. ?

Thursday, June 03, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

曾经我以为，真正了解我的人会懂得我的想法和感受。。
就算我不说出来，他也会明了。。
但是，这个世界上并没有超人。。
没有可以看透你心里的人，没有可以看穿你的人。。
只有可以倾听你述说烦恼的人。。
或许吧，是心里那小小角落的心声，是心里一点点的害怕的不信任。。
把自己透明，让别人看穿，有那么一些些的没安全感。。
为什么总是要制造麻烦和争吵，难道就不能控制一下吗？
一下下就好，深呼吸，一切就会过去的。。
心魔还是没有办法克服吗？没有办法打开吗？
不想为任何人带来烦恼，为什么要想那么多呢？
傻瓜，笨蛋，就是我。。
很想说，我。。错了。。
你能，在一次用心的静静听我说吗？
很抱歉。。真的很抱歉。。

信任。

Monday, May 31, 2010 Love 0 Comments

前几天，在家里没有事情做。。
看看电视节目，电视连续剧。。
突然，听到了一句演员说的话。。
“信任是需要很长的时间来建立的，可是要失去它却在一时之间。”
很对很有道理吧！
原来，信任真的很重要，尤其是在你我之间。。

流转之年。Years of Transience -- 藤井树

Monday, May 31, 2010 Sharing 0 Comments

我最爱的作者，藤井树^^
这是一份早来的生日礼物，要特别感谢我的最爱，老公~
或许让他想破了头吧，他总是问我要什么东西来当生日礼物，而我却总是一笑置之。。
因为不想他破费，生日而已嘛，没什么大不了的。。
所以昨晚当他拿这本书给我的时候，我就把他大骂了一顿。。
很贵ye。。可是心里觉得暖暖的。。
希望能有个难忘的生日吧！
希望能有他在我身边陪着我就可以了。。
很爱很爱你，我最爱的你。。

其实我真的好想你，但是你这个笨蛋永远都不会理解我。

Saturday, May 29, 2010 Sharing 0 Comments

*在FB上看到的，觉得很有意思。。我很想你，你知道吗？*

我没有很想你
我只是在早上醒来的时候，看看手机，有没有你发来的信息，有没有你的未接来电。
我没有很想你
我只是在上网的时候，首先关注你的空间，看看你最近是不是有更新。
我没有很想你
我只是在聊天的时候，翻阅你发给我的短信，看着你的照片，回忆一下那些美好时光
我没有很想你
我只是饿了会想你饿么，冷了想你会冷么
我没有很想你
我只是走在大街上看到男男女女，好希望那一对对里有我们
我没有很想你
我只是把你的来电调成唯一的铃音，放在我身边，并时不时的看看是否自动关机，是否信号良好
我没有很想你
我只是在吃小吃的时候，想如果你能和我一起吃，那该是多幸福的事啊
我没有很想你
我只是在听歌的时候，偶尔会被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白
我没有很想你
我只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音
我没有很想你
我只是在别人无意提起你的时候，愣在那里，不知答话
我没有很想你
我只是在睡前紧握着手机，等待着你的情话，等待着你说晚安
我没有很想你
我只是睡不着的时候想想你，但是，我不知道我是因为睡不着而想你，还是因为想你而睡不着
我没有很想你
我只是在每次醒来的时候，第一个想到你……
或许想念只属于某一个人，如果两个人都在想念彼此，那一定是一对幸福的恋人

我很想你

Silly things..

Saturday, May 29, 2010 Love 0 Comments

I did something silly pass these few days..
I left my laptop adapter in my college while I am going back to hometown..
Who can use laptop to work while leave the adapter behind?
OMG~ Just the one and only of my feeling..
Then, we quarrel again..
I hate quarrel..
What I want the most now is caring..
I knew I did worst in the last semester, as a result, I got a lousy result..
I was regret too, regret that didnt put my whole attention in studies..
And what I got was scolding, "suan" words..
I will feel unhappy too, I am the one who got this kind of result..
Do you think Im happy with this?
I am not..
Being playful, not paying attention in works..
I knew my faults..
But I want your encouragement, not scolding..
First time I really really tried my best to let you know about my feeling..
So true..
I dint request for what, what I want is just a small caring words or greet..
Im not as strong as I show..
Really no more quarrel..
Really..
What I want is happinese, not harsh words..
None of the harsh words between us..
I love you dear, really do..
And please..
We don't quarrel anymore, can?
I will keep my promise..
Wont simply angry or come up with my attitude..
I just hope you can understand..
Miss you dear..

I wanna watch Toy Story 3

Wednesday, May 26, 2010 Sharing 0 Comments

Finally, it is here -- "Toy Story 3"!!!
I miss Woody Pride, Buzz Lightyear, Jessie, Bullseye and the other characters so much!
Well, I am a university student now, but yet I'm really enjoy the moments when I'm still a kid and played with all my toys during my childhood.
Watching Toy Story do bring me a lot of memories during my childhood.
When seeing the toys become alive and I felt so surprise and wondered will my toys become real one day? Haha!

Well, I think this cute Peas-in-a-Pod do catch my attention when knowing the new characters in Toy Story 3.
So cute! Three peas look so cute, so adorable. Wondering What kind of characteristics will they possess in the movie. Must be three cuties. Haha!
After watching Toy Story 1 and 2, I'm certainly will continue my "Toy Journey" with all these brave and cute toys.
Toy Story 3, wait for your "attack"!!

Small Girl?? Am I??

Sunday, May 23, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

If I dint get to know myself better..
I think I will keep repeat the wrong things..
I just realized that how childish I am when in love..
I always believed that I have more knowledge in love,
so I can manage my love life well..
But the fact is, not..
When come across with my emotion..
Everything goes beyond my control..
I cant think well, cant make good decision..
And finally ends up with quarrel, non-stop-ing..
There is no wrong or right in quarrel,
same with in love..
No one is going to be blame when quarrel..
I dun like to quarrel, but instead I produce the factors for quarrel..
Angry with myself..
When can I be mature in love?
Managing our life?
Maybe I should learn hard..
Learn with HEART..
How I wish I'm no longer a small girl..

原来。。

Saturday, May 22, 2010 Love 0 Comments

原来我才是最幼稚的人。

找房子好难。。

Thursday, May 20, 2010 Sharing 0 Comments

现在才发现，原来找屋子租真的很不容易。。
有时候会觉得，在大学念书也会让自己学到很多东西。。
要学会自己照顾自己啦。。
要学会独立啦。。
要学会笑脸迎人啦。。
要学会自动自发啦。。
实习的时候就要自己处理一大堆的事物，没有人会帮你。。
Taman Desa 算是高等住宅区了。。
不是公寓，就是私人产业。。
很难找到房子租。。
唉，最近老是在担心能不能够租到。。
又担心租金方面。。
真的是。。
唉。。
很烦哦。。
希望一切还是能够顺利地进行啦。。
明天还要考试呢。。
加油哦！！
大家都要加油！！！

蕭煌奇 - 其實我也不知道

Tuesday, May 18, 2010 Songs 0 Comments

萧煌奇 - 其实我也不知道
作曲：萧煌奇　填词：武雄

你的眼光其实我都感觉得到
有些事情本来就很奥妙
无心的玩笑　故意挑剔的争吵
都是爱情的前兆
你的眼泪其实我也感觉得到
有些事情真的很难预料
爱情的面前　我们真的太渺小
应该怎么说才好
其实我也不知道
其实我也很苦恼
其实我很害怕你想要的我都做不到
除了紧紧的拥抱
谁能承诺天荒地老
我的苦笑　是否你能明了
其实我也不知道
其实我也很煎熬
其实我也想过放弃一切什么都不要
缘份如此美妙
却又如此困扰
是欢笑迷宫　又像寂寞监牢
让人只想逃跑
你的眼泪其实我也感觉得到
有些事情真的很难预料
爱情的面前　我们真的太渺小
应该怎么说才好
其实我也不知道
其实我也很苦恼
其实我很害怕你想要的我都做不到
除了紧紧的拥抱
谁能承诺天荒地老
我的苦笑　是否你能明了
其实我也不知道
其实我也很煎熬
其实我也想过放弃一切什么都不要
缘份如此美妙
却又如此困扰
是欢笑迷宫　又像寂寞监牢
让人只想逃跑
嘿　谢谢你对我那么好
我　常常觉得无以回报
爱　就是这么微妙
它无法强求
它出现的时候不必寻找
其实我也不知道
其实我也很苦恼
其实我很害怕你想要的我都做不到
除了紧紧的拥抱
谁能承诺天荒地老
我的苦笑　是否你能明了
其实我也不知道
其实我也很煎熬
其实我也想过放弃一切什么都不要
缘份如此美妙
却又如此困扰
是欢笑迷宫　又像寂寞监牢
让人只想逃跑

*一首可以感动人的歌。。听了几次后，旋律就已经深深吸引了我了^^*

依赖是习惯,吵架也变成了习惯..

Monday, May 17, 2010 Love 0 Comments

其实我不知道自己做得对不对..
总是把事情,心情都收在心里,不让他知道..
这是习惯,我认为的..
所以我们吵架也成为了习惯..
不喜欢吵架,因为不喜欢他大呼小叫的对待我..
不喜欢吵架,因为不想再让他看见我落泪..
不喜欢吵架,因为感情会因此淡掉..
我知道的..
我们的感情慢慢淡了..
我想过补救,可是换回来的是,冷淡..
不知道..
有时候我也想做回以前的自己..
独立的,自主的..
可是,慢慢的,我学会了依赖..
戒不掉了..
怎么办?...
还有一个月,快生日了吧?
老实说, 我不是很喜欢过生日..
因为,以前都会在自己生日的当天,发生很多不开心的事..
其实心里是在乎的吧..是介意的吧..
他能给我什么..
我不要物质上的东西..
我要得很简单..
我只要你陪我,不管伤心难过,只要我想到你,需要你,你就会在我的身边,这样就好..
可以吗?这要求会不会很过分?
可是你不懂啊..
说了你会懂吗?
真的懂吗?
对不起,总是让你对我发脾气..
除了对不起,我不知道还可以说什么了..
其实,我今天真的很难过..
不知道为什么,你骂了我过后..
我突然感觉到..
心会痛..
不要想那么多了..笨蛋..

礼物 - 刘力扬

Saturday, May 15, 2010 Songs 0 Comments

终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜 翻阅过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋
走一步又一步
我才发现绕了个圈
走了好几年
又回到原点
你送的礼物 会不会太特别
毫不避讳 那不安的传言
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远
你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆 把过往走一遍
穿了这些年 难免会有污点
就像每段爱 总会有终点
世上最残酷的 恐怕是时间
困住人 一切却还向前
干涸的眼 再挤不出一点咸
爱到如此可悲的境界
走一步又一步
却跟不上你的脚步
你满意了
为什么我却只想要哭
你送的礼物 会不会太特别
毫不避讳 那不安的传言
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远
你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆 把过往走一遍
穿了这些年 难免会有污点
就像每段爱 总会有终点
你说做自己吧
我们都做回自己
不要再为爱受委屈
你送的礼物 原来是一场劫
终于分别 夙命一样准确
可笑到想要 你赔给我时间
爱情有时廉价得可怜
光著脚我一路奔跑
鲜血泪水一路狂飙
收起我的骄傲
承认曾经备受煎熬
鞋上那记号
只有你能明了
过了这一夜
我就全忘掉

*最近爱上了这首歌，或许是曲的关系吧，听了挺感动的。。
希望你们也会喜欢哦。。*

First Logo..

Friday, May 14, 2010 Arts life 0 Comments

Walao wei..
My group member said that the "love" shape should be straight?
I purposely put like that d wor..
=.=
Nvm, I will produce two logos, and let others to choose..
But I still prefer this one^^
The meaning of this logo is--> care for environment, when u see the green, you will see the life and it will carry on forever^^
Love it**

Some Feeling~

Thursday, May 13, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

Recently very "guai"~
Sleep by 1100pm something..
Maybe due to the reason that I have nothing to do gua, felt lonely or what...
But good to health is it? Haha..
These few days also need to busy for my Etika presentation and Info Sharing mid sem..
Tiring third semester.. T.T
But there was one thing that I was happy over it..
That was.. My graphic subject got A- in the last sem~~
Wow~ Such a surprise!
I am so scare that I can't score well in this subject..
Recall back, when I first "touch" with this subject, I totally don't have any confident that I can score well in this subject, even in this semester..
But somehow, it gave me some confident at last.. Haha..
Maybe I can pray hard for my other subjects too..
Knowing that my darling Hui Ling is fine in HangZhou through the photos in Facebook..
Felt happy for her, maybe a very nice trip for her^^
Hope to see her soon, coz really do miss her a lot!
In this Friday was Vincent's birthday, I nearly forget about it..
If I start preparing from now on, will I make it?
Hope so~
Just want to give him something special that will left he a nice memory in UKM^^
Some encouragement, maybe~
Haih! Need to back to my work already~
Jiayou~~
*Everyday is a good day for life*

Malacca Trip~

Sunday, May 09, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

去过那么多次的马六甲，这几天是玩的最开心的。。
去了红屋，看了夜景，Jonker Street，DP, Mahkota, IronMan2, 辣椒米粉，ayam percik。。
真的一次过玩完了。。
哈哈，好开心^^
或许是大家一起去玩的关系吧？
如果只有我和老公去的话，应该会有点无聊才对。。
我们会比较喜欢呆在家里，哈哈~
不知道以后还会不会有这样的机会呢？
对其他人来说，今年是最后一年在这里了。。
什么时候还会聚在一起呢？
没有人知道。。
突然之间，很想念以前一起念书的朋友。。
毕业后，就没有再见面了。。
大家都变了，但是希望感情不会变吧。。
开心一点，开心的过完这一年半的大学生活。。
然后你就要面对很现实的社会了。。
以后要笑着撑着过夜会比较难了吧？
加油!!
后记：只希望以后还能跟大家一起出去大玩一场！！

给特别的人--惠玲

Wednesday, May 05, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

想了很多。。
时间真的过得很快，不管是快乐的，还是伤心的。。
一转眼，就快要结束我的第二年大学生涯了，说快是快，说慢是慢。。
在大学里也是一直在赶，一直在开心着过，一起熬夜，一起做功课，一起吃饭，一起玩。。
不知道毕业后的我们，还会不会记得对方，得空时就给对方电话还是信息。。
可是，我一定会记得，陪伴着我两年的可爱同房姐妹--惠玲^^
现在在学校里，而她在中国，老实说，还真的挺想念她的。。
想念她的笑声，她的迷糊，她的笑容，她的安慰，她的声音。。
现在她不在我身边，就真的觉得很不习惯。。
说真的，她是我觉得最棒的一个女生，跟我又和得来，会陪我一起疯，一起大笑。。
真的是不折不扣的好姐妹^^
哈哈，或许是太想念她了吧，才会在这里抒发一下我的感情，哈哈。。
希望呢，她可以过得很好，每天吃饱饱，睡饱饱，一切顺利^^

New Life..

Saturday, May 01, 2010 Feeling 0 Comments

I finished my second year second sem in uni this april..
Seemed so fast, seemed so heavy to go through..
This sem happened too many things that make me changed so much..
I hurt someone I love, not purposely but due to my poor attitude..
Actually I felt sad too, I dont intend to hurt, either he or me..
I just want to express my feeling in the other way I used to..
But he cant accept it and wanted me to change to better person which will tell he everything I want to share..
Sometimes I just felt that I choose not to share is because I dont want a quarrel..
but instead I create a quarrel..
Regret? sad? Helpless?
I really do feel like that..
Two months after this, I will start the life with he, will I manage to control and even change my attitude?
Just for his sake?
I wish I can, really can..
Because I dont want to see he sad or angry or unhappy..
Miss he all the time, love he with all the strength I have now and forever..
Waiting for tmr to go back and meet he as soon as possible..
Miss he so much now..

莫名其妙的生气

Saturday, April 24, 2010 Love 0 Comments

我也会生气，会莫名其妙的生气。。
不是因为你做了什么错事，而是因为太关心你而生气。。
我讨厌这样的自己，明明就是很生气，为什么不敢直接说出来？
说出来有错吗？难道我不可以生气吗？
笨蛋！！！
真的很笨。。
可是我真的气。。
BB。。

Music- Typography

Monday, April 19, 2010 Arts life 0 Comments

*My first artwork, typography.. WHich I used up the most of time when doing it.. But felt so happy when finished it.. Haha..*

Lips of an Angel - Hinder

Saturday, April 17, 2010 Songs 0 Comments

Honey why are you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying, is everything okay?
I gotta whisper ?cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me?
Will it start a fight?
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late?

*Actually I just know this band today.. Haha, through my dear.. But at first while listening to this song, I really felt that this is really a nice song to share.. Happy Listening^^*