还有眼泪就好.

Friday, April 29, 2011 , 0 Comments

还有眼泪就好 - 张惠妹


如果我能忍住不哭,假裝我什麼也不知道
你會不會停留,直到我能用力微笑
如果我不期待擁抱,好讓你放心走得輕巧
你能不能回頭,(勉為其難)對我安慰,不要~ 自找~ 煩惱

難道愛情虛有其表,還是太認真才輸掉
想不開就不想,得不到就不要
誰說分手不曾預料,只有走得慢點就好,
不要天荒地老,只有哭到睡著。


如果我不期望回報,承認感情從來沒公道
你會不會後悔,你把我拋棄得太早,
如果我縱容你選擇,還為你幸福大聲祈禱,
你會不會聽到 我在內心輕輕求饒
不要太快逃跑。

難道愛情虛有其表 ,還是太認真才輸掉
想不開就不想,得不到就不要
誰說分手不曾預料,只有走得慢點就好,
不要天荒地老,只有哭到睡著。
晚了,別鬧。

很多道理我都知道,流完淚水就能做到
想不開就不想,得不到就不要
誰說分手不曾預料,只要好來好去就好。
不要哭得太吵,否則怎能睡著,
只要還有眼淚就好。


nice song from ah mei
Can represent my feeling well :)

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Little Updates.

Monday, April 25, 2011 , , 0 Comments

Suppose I am now revising for my exam tmr
But.. Really don't have any nice mood to do revision at this time
Haiz, how come lerr?
Last semester for me and yet I am going to end it with bad result?
I don't want~!
But I can't control myself to concentrate on my revision
Humpppp

Okie, but day after tmr, I am going to have my second interview
In Ampang, and this time I will be going by my own
Feel quite a bit nervous and scare
Coz my dear will be one who will fetch me and accompany me all the time I go anywhere
Okie, tell myself, it's time to be independent
^^
It's a video editor job, quite interesting, and I want to try something new for my very first job :)
I hope I can get this job larr
Pray ;)


Okie, time to go for revision
Bless me for tmr paper :)

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Boring.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011 0 Comments

Yeah, I am here again, blogging..
But, you can't blame me
I was so boring in room, facing the thick text book
Memorizing the content
That's really... Yuck!
And my dear was going to have good dinner in PJ
Yet I am here eating my maggie cup and coffee and biscuits as my dinner T.T
Sad nia.......

And I am counting down the days to come
Friday~ Friday~ Friday~
Faster come~~~~
I am going nuts, don't doubt it >.<

..........
Okie, cut the crap
Just now at the noon, I listed some of my little wishes
Hehe, quite a lot, so not consider as "little"

1. Go for travel (within Malaysia/Overseas)
2. Sponsor my parents go for travel
3. Buy myself a smartphone, of course Samsung Galaxy S!
4. Take some classes (perhaps to fill up my time)
5. Get myself a car! I really feel like needing it badly >.<
6. Brush up my driving skills
7. Get a good job
8. Be independent, tough and brave (all the time)

Yeah, finished listing
But I don't know when I can just completed them all
But I will try my best^^

Bless me


Okie, stop blogging larr..
Revising!! Please~~~
I am boring, really...

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Sad Timetable.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011 , 0 Comments

Yesterday, I went with friends for the registration of 3P course
In Faculty

When I took the timetable of my course
I did feel something
When I see the special date in the timetable
Actually I knew it long time ago (Not really long time, when this course was offered)

Feel like crying?
Nahh.. I won't
Coz I knew my birthday won't be the day for everyone to remember

Because my birthday always dropped in the holidays every year since I was born
But when I saw the date
Still, feel a little bit of s.a.d....

Well, can't help with it too
I still have to spend the day with my trainer, coursemates, classmates, computers and books
Humppppppp


*The timetable*

*Did you see it? I marked the day with my birthday T.T*


It's kinda sad lorrr...

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Midnight Talks.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011 , 0 Comments

It's kind of weird that I am still stay awake at this moment XD
Because normally I will be in my lovely warm bed around 11pm++
So, why I have to stay up?

Ya, exam, it's exam's fault
But to be true, I am not yet finish study all the words inside the book
It is really hard for me to digest all these words
Suddenly pop out a thought
"Can I just burn it and drink it, then I can automatically memorise these things?"

Nah, I have got the answer
From myself, so stop dreaming, that's totally impossible for me >.<


..........
In the middle of night
People will actually thinks more than daylight
Why? Because the night is so quiet, so alone, so peace for a person to think
Ya, for me too

Recently I found out
I like to see people around me to be happy
Sometimes meet up with surprise
Girls like surprise, aren't they?
I'm the one of them too

So, conclusion is, I like Surprise,
I Love SURPRISE!
But I seldom meet with surprise T.T

I bring happiness to my friend
I made surprise for them
Do the card, video, buy the present
What I was hoping is
I just want my friend to left some beautiful memory of me

But somehow, they will forget me after we lost connection
Which I don't like actually..

I said to my dearest sister
I have not much True Friends in my life
What I have got was some
Some that are meant really precious for me
I cherish them all the time
People always said that I am a person who have a lot of friends
But, in reality, I'm not

Maybe I am not that easy to close with
Maybe I am not showing my smile when social with people
Maybe I am not that pretty or cute?!

Ahhaaahhhaaa..
I don't care it actually
Coz for me, some True friends are really more than enough
I love all my True friends~!
Heart them all the time ♥

..........
Ya, it is been long time I didn't talk about my dear here
Hmm, I should summarize all the things happened between us recently
We are happy to be together, sometimes we did quarrel
Then get together again, then quarrel again
But still stick together, it was just a cycle of our love

I wanna to apologize
For all those what I have done
What I should or shouldn't do during the time when we quarrel

You told me, how if you stop putting your "black face", and we just stay happy together all the time?
Ya, it's my problem
I am still thinking of how to get rid of this

Perhaps, take some time for other activities?
Perhaps, make some new friends?
Perhaps, go out with sisters?

Hmm, some sort of that, I will think about it as soon as I end my studies :)

Ya, I will stop here ;)


I found out I am quite talkative now ;p

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Video For Kaelyn.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011 , 0 Comments



This is the video that I made for my dearest roomate+friend+sister --> Kaelyn_Hui Ling.
Suppose to be a surprise for her and make her smile.
Instead, she cried for it.

Yet, I found out, I like to do video stuff ;)

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关于爱情的statement.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011 0 Comments

我记得,昨天当我要去考试的时候
我在巴士站等着巴士
闪过我脑里的,却不是考试复习的笔记
而是一个statement

关于爱情的statement

“爱情其实是一个循环的过程,
它可以是吵架的循环,
它可以是相爱的循环,
它可以是伤心的循环,
它也可以是憎恨的循环。
循环不会停止,如果停止了,就不是爱了。”

或许吧,我会常常面对吵架的情况
所以我才会有这样的想法
我相信每对情侣都是相爱的
可是还是会面对不想面对的情况

所以说,爱情真的是一科很难懂的科目。

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知足.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011 0 Comments

不管你遇到什麼問題,
把它放遠去想,
你就會知道那根本不算什麼。

因為知足了,
要求就少了。

既然要求少了,
人就快樂了。

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改變.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011 0 Comments

愛情看似一個很寬很大的空間,
可以包容對方的缺點,
更可以去愛對方也愛的一切。

但它同時也是一個很小很窄的空間,
因為總會要求對方為自己改變,
或是壓抑著自己去為對方改變。

是改變了後會更好嗎?
又或者應該問一個更高層次的問題………

「改變之後,有更快樂嗎?」


Quoted from Hiyawu's The Rainless City

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Never Give Up.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011 0 Comments

The minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held on so long.

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Share.

Sunday, April 10, 2011 , 0 Comments

我看了几篇,即使明天就快要考试了
可是还是忍不住
一篇接着一篇~

跟大家分享
他是我最喜爱的作家-吴子云
以下是他的网站
有兴趣的可以去参观哦^^


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The Rainless City.

Sunday, April 10, 2011 , , , 0 Comments

This is Hiyawu's new book

*The Rainless City*

I have read the chapter 1 and 2 online
wow, they are just nice~!
Wish can own the book later^^


I am a Hiyawu's fan~! Always..

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从前。现在

Saturday, April 09, 2011 , , 0 Comments

.......从前.......

当我开始懂事,也就是懂得爱情的时候
是在我失去了一段对我来说很深的感情
我是被抛弃的那一个

我还记得
那一年的我,有多么的叛逆
常常说谎,只为了要和他见一面
因为,我妈妈反对我和他在一起

当时的我很傻,我以为承诺是永恒的,是不变的
只要他不会变,我们就可以一起撑下去
我真的很傻

我们真的禁不起任何的考验
我就这样,没有理由的被抛弃
我的挽回,并没有让他回心转意

我回想,我还是会恨他
不是恨他为什么要抛弃我
是恨他为什么连一个理由也不要留给我
让我,没有为这段感情画上一个句号。

.......现在.......

现在的我
拥有的,是一个彼此相爱的他
另一个不同的他
这两年多来
他没有放弃过我
虽然我知道我并没有对他很好
让他每天受气,伤心,不开心

可是我很怕失去
越是珍惜的事物,总会离我而去
当我想用力抓紧的时候,已经不在了。。

我可以了解我的朋友,身边的任何人
可是我就是不了解我自己


一个顽固的人,可以在爱情里生存多久?
感叹,我是固执的。。

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I am not Lying.

Friday, April 08, 2011 , 0 Comments

I am not lying
I felt unhappy
But again, I am not lying
I really don't know what I am unhappy with

If I knew
I will tell you, I swear


Time to grow up, girl
You are no longer a simple girl..

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Go Away.

Wednesday, April 06, 2011 0 Comments

I can barely eat
Coz I have ulcer in my mouth
But that ulcer does not consider as an "ulcer"
Coz it does not have a clear wound
But I felt pain when I am crunching something inside my mouth
But I felt hungry
Porridge cannot fulfill my satisfaction to foods
>.<

That is not the worst
Here come the worst
I suffer from stomachache
Most correctly is diarrhea
Went to toilet for two times

Seriously pain of my stomach
Yewwwwww

Feeling awful
T.T


I hope to get some rest before my final test
But I don't want to fall sick at this moment
Please, not again~
Sick, please go away from me, far far away..

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Quote.

Tuesday, April 05, 2011 0 Comments

好好对自己,一辈子没多长;好好对别人,下辈子不一定能遇上。

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