装傻.

Monday, October 24, 2011 , , 0 Comments

I like this sentence a lot, yet I shared it in fb, and now, I shared it here.

"我可以装傻,但别以为我真傻."

That's just so true, to reflect myself.

Then today I said, I normally have quite accurate sixth sense.
Girls can't be cheated, they may not be as clever as boys are
But something, just can't be avoided from their eyes.

I used to be quiet, for everything that other people does or talk.
Because I know, I can trust them, I understand them.
But some, just can't.

I have met up a lot, a lot of things.
That I should, and I should not know.
I know it is hurt, but I wish I can understand the whole, not just a little part.

I am not that gorgeous as other people thinks.
I am not that simple minded as other people thinks.
I do observe, do see, do hear, do feel whatever I could.

Did you try to deceive me before?
Sorry, you can't.
Because, I know, I just know it.

I am not stupid, actually.

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It's about me and about you, about us.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011 , , 2 Comments


Hi, I just started working for about three months+.
Live a happy yet contented life now, with my work, my freelance job and my dear.
I am a designer, I like to design, but it is weird that I don't have much artworks to show.
I like to try new things, but I will soon lost the patient on new things, soon I will forget about it.
But I am serious in my love, relationship and friendship.


I don't have much friends. Friends in terms of will always chat with and go out with.
I love my family, I feel sad when I saw my parents are getting older day by day and I wasn't by their side all the time.
I cherish all the things around me, eventhough I do have a weird and bad temper.


I always mentioned about my dear here.
Who is he?
He is the one that I really love with, willing to accept any of characteristics that he have.
He always asked me, when we can married?
I always answered, not too soon.
But actually inside my heart, I am saying yes, I am willing to marry you right now.
Do you know?


Dear told me, you need to remove your bad temper, don't always keep quiet when you have problem. When I ask you something, please answer.
You want my true happy everyday. You want me to be happy when the time see you and be with you.
I can't even promise, I said, I will try.
Give me sometime, maybe I will be better.

In the past, I always complaint, we din't go travel before, we always stay at home during precious weekends just to work.
I like to complaint.
But now, I start to accept, what I have, and what I cannot have.
Keep working, makes us go nearer to our dreams.
To buy house, cars, to have good life. These are our dreams.
Then we can go travel.

I accept, a guy with slight alter ego like you, your slight laziness after work, your scolding, your everything.
Do you accept mine as well?
But I would like to clarify one thing.
Why I want to follow you go anywhere, it is not I want to control you, it is just merely, I am worry about you. You can know my feeling when I said I want to go out all alone.

I believe in you, have faith in you, so I know, you won't lie to me.
Love you, my dear.
I will only call you as "dear", not to other guys. I think you should know it.

It's about me and about you, about us.

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Someone Like You.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011 , 0 Comments

Adele - Someone Like You



Adele's new song :)

I heard, that your settled down.
That you, found a girl and your married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You'd know, how the time flies.
Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summery haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over yet.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead", yay.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yay yeh yeah

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Kept repeating.

Friday, October 07, 2011 , 0 Comments

I write, then I publish.
But then, I review, I delete it.

I write, I publish, I review, I delete it.

Why I kept repeating all these?
Because, I can't let go of this.

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Wish you were here.

Friday, October 07, 2011 , 0 Comments

Wish you were here by Avril Lavigne


I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

[refrain]

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

*******************************************************
This is so far what a nice song I heard.
It's like my feeling towards my relationship.
It is near but yet like too far for me.
*sigh*

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To be continue later :)

Monday, October 03, 2011 0 Comments

It's busy for my last month, so I think I won't be free too in this month :(
I seldom updates at here, as you can see
But most of the time I wish I can write something here
But time has stopped me from doing so

How I wish I can have my own free time as usual to do whatever I like before
Aih

But anyway, I will soon update with you all about my recent life and activities
Stay tune :)

Have a nice day everyone!

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