Updates: 19082012

Sunday, August 19, 2012 Feeling , life , wish 0 Comments

Maybe I didn't go through any situation before, because my future was set since the day I was born to this world and family.
I felt weird, that I didn't react bad when the time I was treated strict by my mum.
Maybe I was just too obedient already.
Or just maybe I don't have the guts to react or talk back or fight back gua.

From primary school, secondary school, university until now, going out for work.
The path was seem so simple. Yet, is part in the life.
I wondered, how did I make it till now.
Haha, it is like a miracle for me.

Next wednesday, will be a brand new start for me.
New job, new environment and I will need to drive to work.
Well, I hope that I can adapt to it soon and good la, of course I must think in this way.

For you, maybe I didn't know what's on your mind.
Somehow I can know some of feeling. The feeling of wanting to do the things which you like but family is not supporting you at all.
You wish to fight back, but all the outcomes shown that you are wrong in this situation.
What else to hold on?
Wasn't the family meant the most important in life?

Hope He can help you :)

Updates: 12082012

Sunday, August 12, 2012 busy , happy , life , sad , Sharing , thanks , tired , wish 0 Comments

I thought I could have my own time for resting and doing own stuff after handing in my resignation letter.
But I was wrong, I am still having busy like hell life now.
I think I will going crazy if continue doing projects non-stop like this.

Everytime repeating the same coding, same structure, same word, same layout..
Really feel like, aih, I don't know how to describe it anymore.

I wish my job can cover my expenses, eventhough I think it might cover almost everything,
but still need to do extra, so that I can live my life even better than this.

Our life is, we can't do anything if without money on hand.
So realistic.

Yet, I should be proud with my job.
I can win recognition from my boss, my job provider, my friends.
Feeling good when they praise on me and my work :)
That might comfort my heart well.

It's been one year working in KL.
How's my life?
I can say, just like usual.
We didn't do any special outing, we watch movie once in a couple week.
I did online shopping instead of going out to shopping mall.
It prove, I couldn't live without my pc now.
So miserable. T.T

Ok, well, I am quite look forward for my next job and working environment,
eventhough I might be having busy life after that.
Hopefully I can do as what I can to impress my future boss :)

God bless me and you all as well :)

Move On

Friday, August 03, 2012 Feeling , sad , Sharing , wish 0 Comments

我看到，有人很想把自己变得更好，比方说，变得更有钱。
为的，只是想让她回心转意。
其实，我不知道应该给什么反应才是最适当的。
我是一个，连说话都会迁就别人的人，我很少会很坚持自己的见解。

我老是对他说，Move On。
也不知道他是不是真的有听进去。
只是到现在为止，我还没有看见他真正的放下。
到底为的是什么呢？
应该没有人知道和了解吧。

如果换作是我自己，又会怎么办？
是不是真的很难放下？

可是如果不放下的话，又要怎么 Move On 呢？