What Hurts the Most.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011 , 0 Comments

I love blogging
Blog to share music
share article
share happy and unhappy
And all those untold secrets




*What hurts the most - Rascal Flatts*

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo


Thanks to my roommate for sharing this with me^^

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Bad bad mood.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011 , 0 Comments

I admit that
I wasn't in a very good mood
Feeling lost sometimes
Angry sometimes
And sad sometimes

I'm sorry if I left you a bad impression
I don't meant it

These 2 days
I was doing the project
Luckily, it was a good and nice end product
I have to say that, at least it was

I today woke up with a non-happy mood
After checking my mail
And nearly, I scold the three words
I was wondered, why nobody wants to take the course?
Our coursemate not yet enough for 25 places?
Oh goshh
Don't you know how I want to take the cert?
To prove that I have learnt for it?
To get certified?
I am really, totally, freaking angry
!@#$$%^&*())%^#%^

Speechless


Why things are becoming so complicated?

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Wow.

Sunday, March 27, 2011 , 0 Comments

I am back
So early, haha
Normally I am back on Monday morning
But because of a dinner, then I have to come back early

Took me by surprise
My roommate locked up our room with a lock
And the thing is
I DON'T HAVE THE KEY OF THE LOCK~!
Wowwwww

But luckily, my dear not yet went back to his place
And took me go and look for my roommate to take the key
And finally
I can type, browsing in my lovely room
XD

This week is going to be so so so crazy week
Too much things need to be done
And my bab 4 and 5 too
Must be done by Thursday and hand in to my SV

Then, here comes the study week
And final exam

Well, this time got no much feeling for final exam
Maybe I have put too much of concentration in my final year project
No matter what, I still hope can get a better grade for my fyp and other subjects

Okie, enough crapping
Got to do some thing with projects~~


Gambateh~^^

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Welcome.

Friday, March 25, 2011 0 Comments

Today, updated with my Hot Balloon Festival pics
Quite a lot of it
But I didn't put them all here

Recently I just found out that
Many of my friends did read my blog
Surprisingly

Well
I was just wanted to share my feelings here
Maybe my happy as well as my anger

Sorry if I put it into my blog
But it was just my very personal and temporary feel
If you know me well
You will understand it XD


*Starwar's character (I forgot his name XD)*

*Upside down balloon*

*A lot of it*

*The clown with happy face*

*I like this the most XD*



Anyway, Welcome to my blog^^

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Privacy.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011 0 Comments

In the afternoon
I just found out that

How important is the privacy really mean for me
Try imagine
When the things that you won't wanna to let any others know about that
But then
It was told by another person
And knew it from friends

What a joke
I don't like this

I kept other people privacy as well as I hope you can keep mine
Well, no offence


Declare at here,
I'm ok, all fine..

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Advise.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011 , 0 Comments

I was being advised
Yeah, she was right
I should think of the one I love
If I am ready, really want to spend the rest of life with him

I need to be true
I need to be honest
I need to believe in him
I need to give him my trust

So
I need to share my happy with him
I need to share my unhappy with him
I need to let him know about my anger
I need to tell him whatever he has the right to know about me

Like what he have said
I asked him to take care of my feeling
But I didn't ever care about his feeling before
He was right
I don't care about his feeling

If I care, I won't make him angry
I won't make him felt disappointed on me
I won't let him guess all the time
I won't let him feel sad about me

I was wrong all the time
Maybe it's too late to realize these..

I Love You..
I really do, I meant not to hurt you
I am really not..

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I can.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011 , , 0 Comments

DELETE the sadness
BEGIN with the happiness


I can do it..
And I miss you..

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Fool.

Monday, March 21, 2011 , 0 Comments

I am such a fool


I hate myself..

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Disappear.

Monday, March 21, 2011 , 0 Comments

Can't let go what have happened just because of
"sorry"


How I wish I could disappear from here for few minutes,
maybe we will feel better.

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Collide.

Monday, March 21, 2011 , 0 Comments

Howie Day - Collide


I heard it from the Bones - Season 1

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Tired.

Thursday, March 17, 2011 , , 0 Comments

Been 3 night I sleep late dy
Coffee is now not working on me
But I can drink teh tarik
It still works
^^

Rushing my report
Bab 3, bab 4 and also bab 5

I'm sick of bab 3, too long and too many to write
And, diagrams

Gonna drive me crazy soon
I just woke up from a nap
Super tired now

Having class on 8am
When the time I went down to wait for bus
I see no one there, the road is empty too
Woah
I was wondering, I might be the first one who go and waited for bus this morning
XD

And then, got presentation, by surprise
Why "by surprise"?
Coz last time when Lecturer announced it
We have left
So very less chinese students were come to class today
Yet, still need to present larr

When can I end this kind of life?
I think soon
I must pass up my complete draft by the first day
4th April
This is a must

And now
DO WORK~!!!


Gambateh..
Just hold it for this time being..
After this, can rest for a long long time..

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熬夜.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011 , , , 0 Comments

<陈颖见 - 熬夜>

就在最近這幾天　我總是發呆老半天
盤旋在腦海中不去的是
你的話語和難忘的笑臉
就在最近這幾天　離開學校的日子很空閑
我總是有時沒事就溫習過去
還有重看我們的照片

＊飛呀　時間為何那麼快的不見
一起歡笑一起流淚的日子
將這幾年點綴成美麗的畫面

＃飛呀　我請月光灑在我的身邊
我將學習如何去思念
我將熬夜回味這幾年日記每一面

＋我曾經　為你熬夜
只為了做你的生日卡片
一起熬夜　一起准備明天的測驗
過了今天　也許只能說再見
能不能再次陪我熬夜聊天

％為你熬夜　幫你錄下你最愛的影片
一起熬夜　一起在网上廢話連篇
過了很多天　我們熬過多少夜
就讓我唱這一首歌　請陪我熬夜到明天

重唱　＊,＃,＋,％

請陪我熬夜到明天




I still remembered, I like this song so much when secondary..
But I didn't find it purposely, now only I found it^^
Share with you all, coz it has meaningful lyrics~

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Recent Photos.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011 , 0 Comments

Some of the photos, taken by my camera and edited



*Haha, I got 4 pendrive with me*



*My new bracelet, like it^^*

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Work hard.

Monday, March 14, 2011 , , 0 Comments

It has been a very very busy weekends and weekdays for me
But yet, I still can blogging here^^

Well, it is time to report about my FYP progress
It is almost done!!
I am so so happy with it
But it is the system, not the paperwork

Haiz
How ler? Really got no good mood to do it

Okie, but I still need to complete it within this week
It is a must!!

Then I need to prepare for my final exam
etc
Job hunting~

I am still considering that whether I want to go back to my previous intern company to work as permanent?
Hmm, I am still considering

This coming weekend is the Hot Ballon Festival, at PutraJaya
We are going, definitely
Coz he promised me^^

Maybe I can post some photos taken at there afterwards
Stay tune XD



*Work Hard*


Okie, time to do my paperwork, my chapter 3..
Hope it won't be so difficult for me to complete..
Pray, all goes well~

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Process

Wednesday, March 09, 2011 0 Comments

I wrote, then posted, but DELETE it.

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大大幸福

Monday, March 07, 2011 , , 0 Comments

我对幸福的领悟
是关于你，关于我

只要这样开心的陪着你
就是我的最大大幸福

^^


爱你哦。。

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X Perfect

Tuesday, March 01, 2011 , 0 Comments

I think this is a nice song
Even the title is not that nice to speak of
And a nice video too^^



*Like*

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