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Unreachable.
Today, at office, my colleague was playing Jay's songs.Everytime I listen to Jay's songs, I will think about him.
We share the same memory with Jay's songs.
Sometimes, I still wish to know how is he, even though I have made up my mind that I will forget him and never to get in touch with him.
He is a memory for me. Just like the way he treated me.
I used to be proud when people is asking me, how long you been together with your bf?
How you two will get together? What is the secret of how you two been so sweet all the while?
But, not now anymore.
It's not because I have lose faith with our love.
It's not because I don't love him or he don't love me anymore.
Just that, people only see the appearance, what is actually happen between us, they don't even know it.
I always envy people who gets married, being proposed in a very romantic and sweet way.
I will wish this would happen on me as well, one day, maybe we still together.
To be sincere, I can hardly imagine my future.
I don't know what I will do, who I will become and so many things.
I don't even dare to think about it.
It's like, beautiful things are just too far to reach for me.
Like, unreachable.
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