I hope I can be as brave as you are too.

All the best girl :)

Mayday first movie :)

I want to watch it on the first premier!!

So I share with you the trailer :)

Mayday - OAOA(現在就是永遠)

作詞：阿信   作曲：阿信

我相信 苦澀的眼淚
我不信 甜美的誓言
我相信 音樂就該音樂

我相信 愛情的純粹
我不信 華麗的詩篇
我相信 熱烈的爭辯
我不信 無聲的和諧

我相信 秒秒的瞬間
我不信 年年的永遠
我相信 搖滾就能萬歲

快張開你的嘴 OA~OA
再不管你是誰 OA~OA

人生都太短暫
別想 別怕 別後退
現在 就是 永遠

出生的那一年 OA~OA
轉眼就這一天 OA~OA

人生都太短暫
去瘋 去愛 去浪費
和我 再唱 OA~OAOA

我相信 苦澀的眼淚
我不信 甜美的誓言
我相信 音樂就該音樂

我相信 愛情的純粹
我不信 華麗的詩篇
我相信 熱烈的爭辯
我不信 無聲的和諧

我相信 秒秒的瞬間
我不信 年年的永遠
我相信 搖滾就能萬歲

快張開你的嘴 OA~OA
再不管你是誰 OA~OA

人生都太短暫
別想 別怕 別後退
現在 就是 永遠

出生的那一年 OA~OA
轉眼就這一天 OA~OA

人生都太短暫
去瘋 去愛 去浪費
和我 再唱 OA~OAOA

♥

我相信 秒秒的瞬間
我不信 年年的永遠
我相信 搖滾就能萬歲

快張開你的嘴 OA~OA
再不管你是誰 OA~OA

人生都太短暫
別想 別怕 別後退
現在 就是 永遠

出生的那一年 OA~OA
轉眼就這一天 OA~OA

人生都太短暫
去瘋 去愛 去浪費
和我 再唱 OA~OAOA

OA~OA~ OA~OA~

I see, I heard, and I felt.

Well, somehow I can feel some of his sincerity.

Though the things that he is going to do, might not be as successful as can redeem back what he lost.

I have no much comments on it, just wishes for him :)

Coz, I believe; 只要有心去做，其实没有什么难得到你的.

Glad You Came - The Wanted

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came

You cast a spell on me, spell on me
You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me
And I decided you look well on me, well on me
So let's go somewhere no-one else can see, you and me

Turn the lights out now
Now I'll take you by the hand
Hand you another drink
Drink it if you can
Can you spend a little time,
Time is slipping away from us so stay,
Stay with me I can make,
Make you glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

You cast a spell on me, spell on me
You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me
And I decided you look well on me, well on me
So let's go somewhere no-one else can see, you and me

Turn the lights out now
Now I'll take you by the hand
Hand you another drink
Drink it if you can
Can you spend a little time,
Time is slipping away from us so stay,
Stay with me I can make,
Make you glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

I'm glad you came
So glad you came
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came
I'm glad you came 

My blog seemed to be so emo and moody and full of anger these weeks.

Well, I have to admit that, I have lost control again.

Maybe I need to find something else to distract my attention from him.

I'm just too tension with it.

What have happen to me?

I never behave like that before this.

But why now I can have the same feeling as her?

The more, the tight you hold on something, you will soon lose it.

Will I? Will I soon lose it too?

What I have been protect with all these time?

Why I can hold on so long time?

Because I believe you, I put all my faith on you.

Yet, you doubted it.

When you feel like there will not have changes that you can make, just accept it.

Because it will make you feel less miserable.

He told me,

I always gave myself a "wonderful" memory on our big day.

His birthday, my birthday and now, even anniversary.

I don't even have the courage to post anything on wall

on comment or on pm.

I don't deserve a happy anniversary,

just like my past birthday.

Look at what you have done!

You told me so.

Asked me think properly.

I gave myself a time span.

My mind is in a messed.

Could you help?

Just don't scold anymore.

I need you.

We start changing since we are in the process of grown up.

Just keep changing

From young to old, from simple to complex, from one to many

There are too many of different changes in life.

People may think I have already settle down my life

Have stable relationship, stable work, regular life style

Everything just in the route that it suppose to be.

Nothing surprise happen, nothing abnormal matters happen too

I am still myself, my life is just that normal.

Maybe will get married after few years

Maybe will change working environment after few years

Maybe will stop working after few years

Maybe I will become rich someday! (I hope so)

My life is kind of without sparks

I don't to try, I don't have courage to try

At the age of 23 now, yet I have lost sense of adventure

Haha, so funny.

I'm homed :)

So happy.

But in the other hand, felt sad too

Coz have to separate from my dear for 6 days

I'm gonna miss him so much :(

I wish to write some updates for my life

But yet I really have no idea about what to write

Coz my life is really that simple now

wake up -> breakfast -> working -> lunch -> off -> dinner -> working freelance -> sleep

Is that simple?

Yup, it is really that "simple"

So sometimes when I sit in front of my desktop and think

Why don't I find some excitement for my life? Instead of having some kind of "regular, normal, and yet boring life"?

So, I think of traveling, but I got no money :(

So, I think of changing job, but I am quite comfortable with my current job

So, I think of having regular exercise everyday, but I am lazy :(

So, I think of so more freelance job, but I have got no more time for it :(

Haih.

I hope for a release, kind of relaxing myself

Walking in the breeze, breath for new oxygen outside from this area

But, we got no time.

What is so important in our mind?

Ya, is money.

I found out something

Which is quite funny for me

That is, I like to talk with my mum recently

Just like I wanted to share my things and feeling with her

Maybe you will start wondering

I am not close with my mum in the past?

Yup, I admit, I really din't be so close with my mum before

Until now, I just reliaze, I wasted so many years for not having good chat with my mum

I came from a strict family

Or maybe it is just "half-strict" family

My mum and dad wish me to have a good education background

Yet, they din't force me to follow the path that they wished

They always said, you just study till wherever you can, we will support financially, even if we cannot support, then you just come out to work

I admit, I am not a piece of "good wood" that made to be a genius in school

I don't like to study actually

If you give me stress, I can't focus at all

But I can manage to get through my primary school with really flying colors which can make my mum so proud in front of her friends

And I am not an obedient daughter

Most of the time, I made my parents angry with me

Maybe at that time, I always think of myself and neglect the financial situation that they had

During the last year in primary school

There was a trip, for all the last year students to join

I wished I can go at that moment

I told my mum, I wanted to go, I can take out my savings and joined them for the trip

Even my teacher also made a phone call to my mum to ask for permission

But my mum said, you can't go, you are too small to have trip far from your own home

I was, obviously disappointed

I couldn't do anything else, so inside my heart, I started to hate mum

So since that day, I seldom talk to my mum

Sometimes I even throw my anger against she

But she also will scold me for being ignorant and emotional

This situation last for few years

Until the day I went for form 6

Study and live in the place that I am not familiar with

You know, form 6 is really kind of stress life

I still remembered the day before first exam

I really can't stand with the stress I had

I called back home

Told my mum about it

I cried, then she said, if really don't want to study, then just come back, we go up and take back all your belongings

I felt touch at that moment

But, I didn't do so

I told myself, for mum's sake, I will carry on, no matter how tough was it

Then, I ended my form 6 life

I thought we have become closer

But it is not just so simple as I thought

I fall in love with a guy which I can't love

At that time, I thought love will overcome everything

Includes all the problems having in two families

But the truth is not

After some months being with him, he asked me to tell my mum about his existent

Because he don't want me to deceive my mum when everytime I went out with him

He wished to be existed

One day, I had the courage to tell my mum

You know what, she told me, she knew about it long time ago

She got news from it

She said he is not coming from a proper family

And I have to bear in mind that I am soon going into university and he is just a student ended form 5 and working in sg

There was gap between me and him

She asked me to think wise and said she cannot accept

I cried, I don't think education background do make a big difference between me and him

So, I can't go out whenever I liked that time

Because my mum don't want me to meet up with him

We were getting far from each other

More problems happened between us

I still remembered, he told me, every problem can be solve as long as we have love and faith in each other

But he lied.

Due to one misunderstood

He left me, without any proper reason stated and break up through a sms

I am too naive to believe in him

and love that time.

Soon, I get into university

and met my dear

After about half year, I told my mum about dear

She has no more objection with it

She said, think wise, you can still have other better choice

I smiled, she finally believes that I have grown up.

I start to restructure

What my mum said before

Travel during primary school, was really not a benefit for me

because I was too young to recognize all the travel locations

and just waste the money because of wanted to join with friends

I felt lucky now, I didn't spend the money for the trip :)

She forced me not to meet with my ex-bf

because of the education background and etc

I hate her for being unreasonable

Now I understand, what she did for me is good

Now I only understand her intention

Therefore I met my dear now :)

I felt guilty, all the time

When I back home, mum ride motor and came to pick me

She has poor eyesight, hardly to see

When the time at home, I saw her white hairs

Is getting many, but hairs is getting lesser

She has grew old

So now, I will talk more with her

Share with her my things

Keep she updating with my status

Cherish the time for being with her