I will only cry when I hear this song from the radio.
It touched my heart.
Maybe is because of the lyrics, or the song itself.
It just touched my heart.
Especially when I hear it during my sad time.
I can cry out well.

Don't know been how many times, I cried in office, my working place.
Funny, isn't it?
How can a staff crying in the middle of working, so unbelievable.
But, I just did it.
Maybe, when working, I just cry out as much as I could.
That's my own space after all.

I am now on diet schedule.
Try not to eat oily stuff, food made of carbohydrate, drink lots of water, do slight exercise.
Ya, now I know, I am getting fat.
Got two layers of tires on my stomach area already :(
*sigh*

I like girls talk with my sisters.
They are not my real sisters though.
But, when in the time I am unhappy, they will still be there for me.
To cheers me up, to provide ideas, tells jokes, just want to make me happy.
Thank you to all my darling, not to mention here, but, you are the one who really make me feel comfortable with.
Thanks darling, sweetie :)

Another "cold" night, how to get it over?
I also wonder.

Gonna have long talk here these few days.
Felt like coming back to a fake life.
*sigh*

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well,...for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But..Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you 

were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend:You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s

broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me? 

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? 

You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened..

Once again, I broke down.

I don't even know how to explain, how to speak a word, how to face it.

What I wish for, is to find a place and hide myself in.

I am scare to face the reality.

Too cruel.

I know it is bad for me to find out all these, but I have to.

I have the rights to know, isn't it?

I'm not healthy.

I scare, I will just leave the world one day.

Is there anyone out there can be here for me?

When I doesn't feel like talking, feel like laugh or smile?

Anyone?

I used to laugh a lot to cover up all my sadness.

That's my life.

I like this sentence a lot, yet I shared it in fb, and now, I shared it here.

"我可以装傻，但别以为我真傻."

That's just so true, to reflect myself.

Then today I said, I normally have quite accurate sixth sense.

Girls can't be cheated, they may not be as clever as boys are

But something, just can't be avoided from their eyes.

I used to be quiet, for everything that other people does or talk.

Because I know, I can trust them, I understand them.

But some, just can't.

I have met up a lot, a lot of things.

That I should, and I should not know.

I know it is hurt, but I wish I can understand the whole, not just a little part.

I am not that gorgeous as other people thinks.

I am not that simple minded as other people thinks.

I do observe, do see, do hear, do feel whatever I could.

Did you try to deceive me before?

Sorry, you can't.

Because, I know, I just know it.

Adele - Someone Like You

Adele's new song :)

I heard, that your settled down.
That you, found a girl and your married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You'd know, how the time flies.
Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summery haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over yet.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead", yay.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yay yeh yeah

I write, then I publish.

But then, I review, I delete it.

I write, I publish, I review, I delete it.

Why I kept repeating all these?

Because, I can't let go of this.

Wish you were here by Avril Lavigne

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

[refrain]

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.
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It's busy for my last month, so I think I won't be free too in this month :(

I seldom updates at here, as you can see

But most of the time I wish I can write something here

But time has stopped me from doing so

How I wish I can have my own free time as usual to do whatever I like before

Aih

But anyway, I will soon update with you all about my recent life and activities

Stay tune :)

Have a nice day everyone!