Updates: 12082012

I thought I could have my own time for resting and doing own stuff after handing in my resignation letter.
But I was wrong, I am still having busy like hell life now.
I think I will going crazy if continue doing projects non-stop like this.

Everytime repeating the same coding, same structure, same word, same layout..
Really feel like, aih, I don't know how to describe it anymore.

I wish my job can cover my expenses, eventhough I think it might cover almost everything,
but still need to do extra, so that I can live my life even better than this.

Our life is, we can't do anything if without money on hand.
So realistic.

Yet, I should be proud with my job.
I can win recognition from my boss, my job provider, my friends.
Feeling good when they praise on me and my work :)
That might comfort my heart well.

It's been one year working in KL.
How's my life?
I can say, just like usual.
We didn't do any special outing, we watch movie once in a couple week.
I did online shopping instead of going out to shopping mall.
It prove, I couldn't live without my pc now.
So miserable. T.T

Ok, well, I am quite look forward for my next job and working environment,
eventhough I might be having busy life after that.
Hopefully I can do as what I can to impress my future boss :)

God bless me and you all as well :)
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Move On

我看到，有人很想把自己变得更好，比方说，变得更有钱。
为的，只是想让她回心转意。
其实，我不知道应该给什么反应才是最适当的。
我是一个，连说话都会迁就别人的人，我很少会很坚持自己的见解。

我老是对他说，Move On。
也不知道他是不是真的有听进去。
只是到现在为止，我还没有看见他真正的放下。
到底为的是什么呢？
应该没有人知道和了解吧。

如果换作是我自己，又会怎么办？
是不是真的很难放下？

可是如果不放下的话，又要怎么 Move On 呢？
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Glad for you.

Viewing my friend's photos in Facebook.
She is now in New Zealand, a totally new environment for her. Yet, I feel so happy for her that she seems like adapt quite well at there.

Suddenly, I feel like missing her a lot.
She is one of my close friend in University. We used to go class together, meeting each other in the shuttle bus, being group members, rushing for projects together etc.
It's really a long time didn't meet up with her. But through her photos, I can know how good she is now :)

And she made me have the feeling to go for vacation, or follow her working in New Zealand.
I always hope for a nice and happy vacation. Even though I got no passport on hand, never been to Singapore, never fly with airplane.
Our life now, is busy. Too pack to squeeze out some time to have vacation.

I wish to leave here actually.
Go out and see this world, to see how beautiful it is.
I am just a typical simple girl, who wish to have beautiful memory, before I getting old and couldn't go further.
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19 July.

I think I should be happy.
Got much job on hand, upcoming one, rushing one, completed one.
I really should feel happy for it.
For the greatness that God brought for me.
Yet, felt tired.

Today was the first time, client called me and rush for me.
Haha, really the very first time. Because I could say, most of the time I will complete the task on time.
Just, everytime after work, just don't feel like working anymore.
Wish to take break, watch drama, facebook-ing etc.
Just do whatever I want.
But, I couldn't lahh.

Did you notice? I just changed my blog skin today, in the office.
Haha, maybe I'm just too free to do so. Or, just want to free my time doing my own stuff.
Don't have much feeling to work in office. Waiting for the last day to come.

Yesterday was the premiere screening of Dark Knight Rises.
I won the tickets, but I cannot attend to it due to RCIA class.
What a pity. But luckily I gave the tickets to my colleague, and he did enjoyed a lot last night :)
And today, he brought me all the merchandise he got that night. So good!
The only one I liked the most among them is the X-mini Capsule Speaker. Most probably the most expensive one among them. LOL.
But anyway, thanks to P1, thanks to Venusbuzz :)

Yesterday class, we talked about who is God? Our Father?
A nice lesson, fulfill my curiosity towards this new religion ;)
Carry on, the day will come.
May God bless you :)
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Very recent.

It's like, finally, FINALLY I tender the letter.
First time ever.
Really scare and nervous.
But it is really happy and relief that my colleagues are supporting me from leaving here.
Yea, I am all alone here, working on my own, no one to discuss with, handle project myself, really don't like this kind of working environment.

There is a lot on my mind actually, because there are really lot of things happened recently.
Like, I am start going for the RCIA class, every Tuesday night. Quite tired, coz need to travel after work. And, have to carry on for the rest of 48 weeks.
But I believe, it will pass, very fast.
I felt quite fresh and curious about this new religion too.
Would like to explore much with it, learn from my dear, everyone in the class.
Maybe something just too deep for me to understand, but luckily got dear there to help me answer every question I had. :)

Ok, where will I work later?
Tada, is in Sri Petaling. Ya, no more Taman Desa. Finally I'm out of this place. LOL.
It is an advertising company, I was hired as a web designer. But will be more focus on HTML 5, CSS 3, responsive web design & development and jQuery.
Yes it is really the time for m to polish my skill set on these. I have to become the Sifu at there. LOL.
I hope, I can cope with this well :)

And, I have bought new laptop, ASUS A53SM, nice spec, also quite pricey. Hmm, but for me, it is quite reasonable la. It got what I want ;)

Ok, that's much for the updates so far.
Will continue when got new stuff to share :)
Nite everyone~
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Atmosphere.

The atmosphere here is full of down. sad. disappointment. anger. frustration.
I wish I could get out from this atmosphere as soon as possible.

Is it every boss out there is used to give dreams to their employees?
But they couldn't fulfill either one of the dreams?!
There's the disappointment of employees.

We put our effort here, yet, some can't get paid, don't have much benefits.
All is like, empty promises.

And now, I started to think and asking myself.
Why I am here? Why I chose to be here when the first decision making time?

I deserve the better working environment.
For sure, it's not here.
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想法.


女孩，是不是到了一定的年龄，就会想婚？

我还年轻吧，回想起当初口口声声说不想也不会早婚的我，现在却想了。

好好笑，笑这么笨的自己。

其实，我好想就结婚了，把正业辞了，呆在家， 管理自己的公司。

每天醒来，打扫家里，准备午餐和晚餐，洗衣服，有的没的。

其实，我更想，生个属于我们的宝宝。

我好喜欢小孩子，虽然清楚知道，从怀孕到照顾孩子，是一件不简单的事，但是，心里却有一股冲动想要有自己的孩子。

可是我也知道，我还不是婚姻里的准人选。

你说，因为我的孩子气，我的态度，我的脾气，让你不清楚甚至质疑我们是否可以永恒。

是吗，我真的是这样的吗?

我爱你，我以为就算我没有说出口，你也可以体会我对你的感情。

我，今年24岁。
我还年轻。人们说婚姻是爱情的坟墓，可是我却想去体会，虽然这机会可能不会发生在我们身上。
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06/06

Finally we have our own company. Can have own projects. Even though we not yet done with the corporate identities stuff. Quite troublesome I think.

But, we managed to confirm the logo design. And follow with name card design, is the next task to do.

So I announce here, our company is called, i Think Design & Solutions.

There you go, good night world :)
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03/06

Tomorrow is Monday dy.
There comes the Monday blue.
But hopefully the coming interview can give me some new hopes towards work.

Ganbate :)

Yesterday, I drove my ah wek to setapak to buy a player for it.
A little bit nervous, and got some fright from the cars on road too. But my handling did improve. Happy :)

In the morning, bi helped me to change the speaker in ah wek. He switch his one to my car. And all is good dy. Nice speaker and nice player. I can use USB to listen to songs in car dy. Hehehe

And now, hunting for reverse camera and sensor ;)

I hope I can treat ah wek so well. Hope I wont scratch him anymore ;(

And special thanks to bi, for helping me all the way. From car ownership transfer to car fixing and improving stage. Really appreciate. Love ya!

Good night world. Waiting for blue to come~
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Just too naive.

I have never think about it. Actually I am just too naive in love. Too naive to believe if I didn't mention, he will know how much I love him. Too naive to believe that there is only love in love. Too naive to believe my love is the strongest one.

I am just too naive for you, for love and for everyone.

What I wanted is a happy month of June. Because I believe this is the month which belongs to me, because I was born in this month. Bad things used to happen on my birthday, and I don't wish it to be happened again. Can I, hope for some little things, I just hope to be happy, everything can just going fine.

Is it this call naive too?
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