06/06

Finally we have our own company. Can have own projects. Even though we not yet done with the corporate identities stuff. Quite troublesome I think.

But, we managed to confirm the logo design. And follow with name card design, is the next task to do.

So I announce here, our company is called, i Think Design & Solutions.

There you go, good night world :)

03/06

Tomorrow is Monday dy.
There comes the Monday blue.
But hopefully the coming interview can give me some new hopes towards work.

Ganbate :)

Yesterday, I drove my ah wek to setapak to buy a player for it.
A little bit nervous, and got some fright from the cars on road too. But my handling did improve. Happy :)

In the morning, bi helped me to change the speaker in ah wek. He switch his one to my car. And all is good dy. Nice speaker and nice player. I can use USB to listen to songs in car dy. Hehehe

And now, hunting for reverse camera and sensor ;)

I hope I can treat ah wek so well. Hope I wont scratch him anymore ;(

And special thanks to bi, for helping me all the way. From car ownership transfer to car fixing and improving stage. Really appreciate. Love ya!

Good night world. Waiting for blue to come~

Just too naive.

I have never think about it. Actually I am just too naive in love. Too naive to believe if I didn't mention, he will know how much I love him. Too naive to believe that there is only love in love. Too naive to believe my love is the strongest one.

I am just too naive for you, for love and for everyone.

What I wanted is a happy month of June. Because I believe this is the month which belongs to me, because I was born in this month. Bad things used to happen on my birthday, and I don't wish it to be happened again. Can I, hope for some little things, I just hope to be happy, everything can just going fine.

Is it this call naive too?

31/05

Today is the last day in May. I am awaiting for the coming of June.

I hope that will be a happy June :)

Good night world.

28/05

Just now I drive my ah wek (my car's nickname) for dinner. But accidentally scratch its front face with the bar at the entrance. Owhh, so pity. Just few days driving it only, and already adding in scars on its face and body :'( Don't worry, I will learn hard to drive you and wont let you have major injuries one :)

Okie, updates tomorrow. Good night world :)

Little updates.

Firstly, is a good news. I bought a car, finally. And it marks the new beginning for my future life. Meant, I need to find a new job already. Because of car, I can travel myself, so no matter need to work at where, wont have too much limitation already.

But this car maybe not a perfect car. Actually it is 16 years old. Been change for two owners before. The interior condition is not that good. Need to spend some money to repair it. But anyway, anyhow, it's my decision to buy it. I should take care of it from now on :)

Oh ya, forgot to tell you the name of my new companion, Toyota Seg AE111 Year 1996, dark blue in colour :)

All right, time to sleep, stay tuned for tomorrow's updates.

Forgetting about blogging

I have seen one situation, maybe it's not to obvious to be seen.
My friends are less blogging nowadays. Ya, of course it does include me. But I am because of busy then don't have time to blog. But I think most of them just simply forget about blogging.

Yes, sure. Got new phone to play with, got new lappy to play with, got lot of works to do, etc etc.

Maybe I just one of them. Busy working, and forget my actual life. I have been thinking for so long, what I am going to do for the rest of my life?

On this current stage, I should have stable work, but in fact, I am not. I should have stable relationship as well, but in fact, it is not as stable as other people thinking of. I should have earn and save lot of money, but in fact, I do save a lot and I spent a lot too.

How to carry on if it is like that? I wonder..

I prefer a simple life. If I could, or my life makes me, I don't want to have such hactic life. Having freelance work all the day and night. Working on home, typing on keyboard, scrolling with the mouse. Really feel sick with it.

If I could, I wont take so hard on myself. I wish for a better life style which I can't achieve now.

Sigh, I hope, tomorrow will be a better day for me.

Busy life!

It's been too busy for these few weeks.

I can now totally feel it by myself. With heavy workload, and I still try to be relax and happy.

I went for interview today. It's quite a good experience for me, though I don't think I will accept the offer on the end. The offer is still consider low for me and the future heavy workloads for me as well.

Maybe by staying at this current company wont bring me any troublesome. But yet, it will, because we need to move to sunway soon!

And I don't like there. Because it is far from home and mean that I might need to get a car and drive to there by myself. Soon I will need to be a totally independent girl. Nope, it is woman. ><

With hands typing on the keyboard and clicking on the mouse. I felt tired, really. I feel like want to resign from my work and focus on my freelance. Like never ending task. Funny. Hmmm.

Tired. Tired. Tired..

Gathering.

It is the third day in chinese new year 2012.
Too tired, too free, too happy.

Yesterday went for gathering.
It's been 7 years, we didn't meet up.
An unfamiliar feel yet warm.

Maybe we have lesser topic to talk about.
And I have become quieter among them.
I have changed, haha.
Good or bad?

But no matter what.
I hope this kind of gathering can continue like yesterday :)
Miss you all.

Recent updates.

This is really been soo long long time I didn't drop my note here.
After some emotion break down recently, some good and bad incidents happened.

And now, I am homed :)
Preparing to have Chinese New Year in 2012, a brand new year and a Dragon year.
Hope, everything will be just fine and the luck will always follow me.

Recently, my company faced a crisis.
Should I called it as a crisis?
Because the CEOs decided to separate the companies into two.
One goes to Kelana Jaya, outsourcing projects as their main job.
One stay at here, doing with merchants acquiring stuff.
But with a new CEO managing all the stuff here.

We don't have so called, Management people, HR department, Tech department, Finance department.
Because, they are under the another company.
Well, we were like the kids, they were like the parents.
Having divorce.

Fortunately, I still can do my own stuff, have my own responsibility.
This change, can say it doesn't affect me at all.
But, something good might happens to me (I think so).

The new CEO treats me quite well.
My colleague said he likes me.
LOL! is my first ever response.

Yes, I admitted.
He did praise about my skills in front of me.
He did mentioned that he wanted me to go for PHP training.
He did mentioned too that he was going to send me over to either Cheras or Sunway to join the development team to develop new gateway.

He is really kind a good person for me.
But for me, it is quite scary. Because I'm now directly report to him.
Hahha.

Well, just wait and see.
Most of the CEOs said the "air words".
They won't remember the promises they made before. Even just a minute before!
LOL!

My workload become heavier.
From my permanent side and also my freelance side.
Sometimes I felt sick, when doing with the HTML, CSS coding.
Because I'm dealing with it all day long!
That's also why I felt like quitting, wanna switch job, try new environment.
But somehow, I found out this is the only skill that I possessed and need me to enhance it much.
Maybe, I would be a very successful person in the future, with the skills I have!
Yes, I'm dreaming~

And now, I can start earn money, save money.
Wanna be a lady boss, own my own store.

Telling myself, keep going on!
To make your dreams come true!

Thank you for being there all the time when I need you.
Love you b :)