Early in the morning, we woke up, then prepared ourselves and went to Bukit Jalil bus station.. Guess what? I am going home.. For three weeks holidays.. It was an express bus, this time I need not to take second time of bus travel.. Straight away reached my sweet home town- Rengit.. It was a hot afternoon.. I regret that I didn't drink more water today.. Totally exhausted.. T.T We traveled to JB this afternoon.. Coz my mum's hand was get injured yesterday because wanna kill a snake.. She though was just a small case, just bruise, just need to apply medicine then soon will recover.. We waited for almost two hours, just met the doctor.. Guess what? He said my mum's hand was broke.. What? We all though was just minor injure only.. And he said, my mum need to go and visit him around five to six weeks in case to get full recover.. Aiks.. How to? Twice in a week.. My dad going to headache.. But today I really got headache.. Maybe was not really get used to my dad's driving technique.. I felt dizzy and my head is going to explode.. And I am almost dehydrated.. Haha, coz all the water I brought was being finished by the little one.. When come back to home, it was almost 7pm.. After bath and doing some household for mum.. I vomit.. All the lunch comes out.. Aiks.. But I felt much more better now.. ><
************************************* Dear... I am so miss you.. Really miss you.. Very very miss you.. I almost have the intention to go back to your side tomorrow.. But you know I can't.. Been together for these four months.. Now have to separate with you.. How I can bear with you? Life without you is really weird.. Can't find you to share things.. To chat.. To hug.. I really miss you b..... It was just the first day I am not besides you, but i really do miss you so... *************************************
"I will miss you all a lot~", for my ex-colleagues.. It was really wonderful time to be with you all in these four months.. We share laughter, happy time and unforgettable time together.. I am so glad that I can meet you all here..
For Rooy, You are a really good designer and so as a good teacher for me, what you have taught me, I will always keep in my heart.. What has make me to remember you after this is, you big head.. haha, to be frank, I also feel that your head is quite big lo.. kaka..
For Jasmine, You are a sweet and pretty girl for me.. I still remember, when the first day I came to company, you and Chin Yee will always came and chat with me.. You two kept wondering why I don't want to talk more with you all.. Haha, btw, want to tell you that, I am that cruel person that will only laugh when one of you get hurt la.. Anyway, thanks for your cute and funny action all the time^^
For Theresa, You are just same with Jasmine, cute and adorable.. Well, a bit of talkative too.. Haha, don't angry ya.. Talkative meant you are friendly to me.. ^^.. You are really a super active person.. Introduced to us the dodgeball, skytrek.. EVenthough I didn't go with you for dodgeball before, but it was a nice experience that I joined you for skytrek~ hehe.. thanks o..
For Ella, At first, I felt that you were a quite serious person, so I seldom talk with you.. But after few weeks, I felt that, it was not so difficult to get along with you.. You sometimes will create some jokes for us, bring us useful information.. Thanks for teaching me some about PHP too^^
For Chee Han, Hey young man, you are still young, but it is the time to think of settle down le wor.. Haha.. You knew my English was not that good for you, just hope you understood all the things I said before la.. Haha.. You are a nice person, you really become more cheerful recently wor, is it we bring the joy to you? haha, just keep it^^ Forever young~
For Jeff, You are a gentle person for me.. Soft spoken, gentle in action.. And a nice person^^ At first, I also think you are serious person.. After have some interaction in the HyChill project, I felt that you are not that serious.. Sometimes will also talk of some jokes with Theresa and us..
For Aaron, Thanks Boss, for accepting me as your trainee in your company.. And gave me the chance to involve in your projects.. It was really a very precious experience for me that I ever gain in University life.. Thanks for giving me that chance to complete individual project with my own strength.. Gave me confident all the time.. Thanks so much~
For Chin Yee, Girl, even though you have left earlier than me from this company.. But I really felt so happy to know you here.. You are a cute girl, but must have confident in yourself all the time, don't always think of negative side.. Success takes no shortcut, just with hard work.. All the best in your brand new chapter in life..
Hey guys, it is the first day I didn't go for work.. I am really miss you all there.. Miss your laughter, your smile, your voice and your jokes.. Missing all the time when I am in the company..
Hey guys, promise you all, I will go back to pay you all a visit whenever I am free.. And buy you all nice things to eat! hehe..
Hey guys, do take very good care, drink more water, careful when driving..
Hey guys, all the best in life~!
On last Friday, I felt so touch, when I received your wishes, hand written card.. Just a simple card but full of warm wishes.. I nearly cried out that time.. But I wish to give you all a happy memory.. With the most early Christmas present I gave, I hope you all can remember my existent before in Lagenz..
I have a kind of feeling.. Which cannot be told, cannot be sense.. I have it all the time, especially the time when I feel down.. I don't know how to describe it, it's just a feeling.. Words are important for people.. Because words can reflect emotions, different kind of it.. Anger, happy, sad, moody.. Whatever.. I wish I can, how I wish I can, I can do the things that I don't dare to try.. Well, maybe I won't let myself feel regret anymore.. Can you feel that I am unhappy? Can you tell? I am "writing" my unhappy here.. A lot a lot of it.. It's getting cooler and cooler that I felt.. I am wondering.. I am unhappy..
It's going to end, end this kind of life.. Well, frankly, I am really enjoy this life- away from assignments, mid-term, exams.. There is nothing much to worry about, as I just have to complete my daily task only.. After this two months, I have to go back to study life, all is back to normal, study, lecture, mid-term, final exam, assignments and the most scary one- Final Year Project.. Been through these few months, I have learned many things, no matter is from my colleagues, my dear or myself.. I feel so sad that I am going to leave this place soon.. But sometimes I felt this is somehow a kind of "relief".. Relief of... ? I wondering.. Sometimes I felt guilty, it's true.. It's just like I have done so many wrong things.. Maybe is was wrong from the beginning, very early beginning I think.. What if.. I can turn back the time, I wish I won't do anything that will make me feel guilty afterwards.. Recently I have knew one words from an article, "难过了，就蹲下来，抱抱自己。" Sounds so right is it? When there is no one can give you words of comfort or even a hug, the only one who can give is just you yourself.. Maybe will feel alone when the time hugging you yourself.. I want to learn not to cry that easily, don't let anything to disturb my emotion, as my emotion is that really unstable.. Maybe I should learn that too, hugging myself when I felt sad.. Does that sounds sad? I knew, it does.. I love this song, I don't know what is the reason.. Maybe I like the title that tell me, "Need You Now"..
It's nice to listen, isn't it? I need you now, no matter what happens the next..
I have several nightmares these few nights.. It is really nightmares that I will suddenly wake up from sleep, but I don’t quite remember what I have dream about.. I don’t like the feeling, the feeling that I am losing someone that I cherish much.. Like my siblings, my beloved and my everything.. Things are getting tougher till now, seemed like I didn’t get well performance during these few months.. I have tried, to do my best while somehow I can’t get what I wish for.. My health is getting worst, don’t even know what is the actual problem I have.. Tried all the medicine, and I am still can’t get through it.. What happen to me? The one I used to be healthy? Where can I find back my health? Nightmares are terrible, but reality is much more that terrible.. Sometimes when I wake up I every morning, I should be thankful, because I am still alive.. I know I should be optimistic to face every challenges, must be strong.. I knew there is someone that will accompany me whenever I am in what situation.. You told me, “you still have me no matter what have happen to you..” Someone may not be happy forever, things will change and so the people.. Nothing will last forever, right? To me, yes.. I hate my attitude and so are you, what should I do? Argue with you? Explain with all the excuses? I really have nothing much to say, just a word of “sorry”.. I believe, people when argue, will forget all the good you have and remember just the bad side of you.. I wonder, will my nightmares come true? I don’t want any nightmares anymore, I don’t want to wake up with shock in the middle of nights anymore.. Why I will still have nightmares when I am in happinese? Suddenly I like morning, when I sat at the balcony, and watch at the sky, I felt peace.. But you didn’t accompany me at there.. No matter how long I waited for you, you will never come for me.. I knew you hate me.. Really hate.. Just sorry.. I can’t be that perfect for you..
7th September, a day to be remembered~ Yup, that's our anniversary. Anniversary of what...? Well, it is a day to remind us that we have be together for two years. So fast the time passed. In the year of 2008, since he first held my hand until now, it's already two years. And still, we are still holding each other hands. Someone might ask, how did you celebrate on the special day? Well, nothing special happened, just went for a comedy movie. Because it was on weekday, got to work on the next day, so didn't have much time to celebrate it. But I felt so contented with it. Just hope that we can have even more anniversaries to celebrate. XD Just wanna tell you that, I Love You, with all the strength I have. *Muarckz*
My target this sem: 1. Keep fit (I know it is really quite hard for me now) 2. Quit ice water, all ice things 3. Buy myself a digital camera 4. Treat myself better than others, hehe.. Hope I can achieve all~!
Yup, it's been almost one month I am working in my company now.. Everything goes well, smooth and I felt I do quite well.. Heehee.. Doing the thing that I like is the thing that I enjoyed the most.. I really enjoy working here, work with the things I like, with the working environment.. All the people here, Aaron, Jeff, Chee Han, Roy, Ella, Jasmine, Chin Yee and Theresa, all treat me very good.. Take care of me, teach me many things that I don't know at first.. Make me laugh during working time.. Felt so happy to know them here.. Well, if you asked me, what you feel towards you LI experience in company? Good, I am from scare, nervous, till now, I am felt more confidence with my work, gain so much knowledge.. I am really enjoy LI working life.. Maybe it is quite hard to live outside with all the things have to get done myself.. Get to use with new foods, new environment, but to be truth, I do enjoy well^^ One more week and I will get my first ever salary, hehe, quite happy with that.. All hard work is worth~ Anyway, I seldom update my blog now, but I will try to update if I have time~ All the best to my all dear friends whose in LI or in UKM studying.. Jiayou jiayou, look forward for my last sem!!!!
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在不同公司里，都会遇见一些对公司有不满的员工, 或是已经失望了，没有意志要为公司做工了的员工。
管理层面对这些员工的时候， 往往解决方法就是一句“大家加油吧！要爱公司哦！”
试问如果你对公司失望了，你的意见公司听都懒得听， 一句“加油吧！” 可以燃回你那把热忱的火吗？
渐渐的，管理层就觉得为什么这个员工的办的事那...
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Date: 18/6/2013
Time: 10.22pm
Location: EMS office
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